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username change. i may change it again though. the username i actually wanted is already taken *crying* 

im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid

btw sorry for not updating i believe im not in the right state of mind for writing rn. i'll try to update as soon as possible

i feel like i lost all my empathy. what is a human without empathy? i shouldnt be alive anymore by now

U don't have a reading list.... Suggest me some books like "under your skin" pretty plz

okay babes who of you is constantly contacting wattpad about my posts? its the third time in like a week i got this notification lmao

my heart shattering 24/7 because she was my smile, my happiness, my love, the women i thought i'd marry when we grow up and now i have to get over her like she meant nothing to me, even though i know i'll never love someone like i love her, she is the right one for me and she is all i'll ever want.

why is it never bad enough? no matter what i do, im not satisfied and you brush it off so easily. am i pretending or do you simply not care?

loving me is suicide

everything becomes blurry. i cant remember what i did two hours ago. but it feels like not even ten minutes passed since those two hours. when did my siblings get ready for bed? i completely missed it. did i sleep? what did i do? why cant i remember anything