To the person who once felt like home ,
Thank you for existing in my life. Thank you
for being the reason I believed in love, in
healing, and in staying alive a little longer
when life felt too heavy. Almost every story I wrote, every feeling I described, every version
of love inside my works… was inspired by you. Orang nampak karya tu sebagai fiction, but
for me, it was pieces of us hidden between the lines.
We were never perfect. We hurt each other, we fought, we lost, we tried again. But at one point… we really did love each other with everything we had. And honestly, I’m proud of that. I’m proud that we once fought for us instead of giving up too early.
You were my senior, my comfort person, my safe place, and somehow… my greatest heartbreak
too.
Now we are strangers.
No more late night talks, no more random
updates, no more “dah makan ke belum?”, no more us. But deep inside me, I know the rindu never truly disappeared. Maybe it never will.
I still remember your support, your softness,
your patience with me when I was hard to love.
You were there during moments where I was lost with myself, and without realizing it, you became the reason I kept creating.
And for that… thank you, sayang. Truly.
But this time, I think I need to let you go.
Not because I stopped loving you, but because
I can’t keep drowning in memories that no
longer belong to me.
So please… izin move on with my life ye sayang. Izinkan saya belajar hidup tanpa berharap awak akan kembali lagi.
A part of me will always love you quietly.
In another life, maybe we would have made
it. Maybe timing would have been kinder.
Maybe love alone would have been enough.
But for now… this is my goodbye.
My inspiration has disappeared, how can I keep writing? So yeah, give me a little time.
Thank you for becoming the most beautiful chapter I could never rewrite.
Ik-
