I am 22 years of age, I just completed an apprenticeship in care, I live on my own and have done since the age of 16 but before that, I was in and out of foster family, I have 4 brothers and 4 sisters but I really don't talk to them, I have a lot of niece's and nephew's but as I don't talk to my family I don't really see them them, my mum died when I was 14 and my dad died a couple of months ago, I know I should be upset but my father disowned me so I didn't have a relationship with him anyways, I would still think about him and loved him but he wasn't there so I can't love some one I really didn't know,