small angry potato

Hey, it's me again. I'm deleting the app.
          
          Let me explain. I started this account when I was eleven years old. I'm now fourteen, and I feel like I've grown out of the whole thing. Fanfiction as a whole just isn't my thing anymore. Time passes and people change, all that cheesy bullshit.
          
          I'm not deleting my account. But no, I may never come back to Wattpad. I'm moving onto bigger and better things with my life, away from this absolute hellsite full of ship wars and Brendon Urie stans.
          
          I know that anything I write in this final goodbye won't be enough. I really know that it won't, because I failed you. I said that I would write again, but I never did. I said I'd try. I didn't. I said school wouldn't get in the way. It did, a lot. And it still does. A lot.
          
          If you wish to see what happens from here, feel free to follow my various other social media.
          
          Instagram: ryan.is.spooky (ryan.is.gray when it isn't October lol)
          
          Another Instagram: bear._.draws (art)
          
          Yet another Instagram: be.right.queer (a collab account I own with some friends)
          
          Twitter: SnazzySM43
          
          Thank you so much for sticking around if you did. If not, then thank you for being here for a little while. I can't thank you all enough.
          
          -Ryan Gray Foster

Wattpad is pretty much dead. It makes me sad because I basically grew up on here (well, I was only on here for a few years, but it was a huge part of my life).
          
          I was eleven years old when I was like “fuck it I’m gonna write fan fiction” and now we’re here. Everyone I met on here has moved on to bigger and better things. The new update is shitty. I just started high school. A lot has changed.
          
          But hey, why get emotional over something that you lost interest in anyway?
          
          I’ll write again later, or maybe not. School is stressful.
          
          -RyG

My now ex-girlfriend and I broke up yesterday. There aren't any hard feelings, we just decided that we were better off as friends. But the worst part? I already have a crush on someone else. I fucking hate that I'm moving on so quickly. But I guess I have to deal with it, since you can't exactly help thinking someone's attractive, and you can't help being attracted to them.
          
          I guess what I'm trying to say is I suck at not rushing into things, which has always been the downfall of a relationship for me. I rushed into things with both of my exes. Don't do that, kids. It usually doesn't end well.

I fucking hate this new update

What's this new Wattpad update everyone's pissed about tf

I hate school so much lmao

I hate school so much lmao

I just found out that my gf is a fucking plane clapper, how was your day?

So I've decided to just stop writing altogether. I'm not sure if I will ever start again, but it started to feel more like a chore to me, something I absolutely had to complete. Not only would starting fresh on a new website stress me out even more, but I'm starting high school next week and I'm not sure if I can handle the stress. I have unpublished anything that I'm less than extremely proud of.
          
          Another reason I've stopped writing on here is because I'm not as into MCR as I was before. As my music taste expands, other stuff is being left behind. I still love the music, I'm just not as big of a part of the actual fandom anymore.
          
          There are so many reasons that I gave up writing that it would take hours to list all of them. I will still be reading/voting/commenting as usual, but the only writing may be a rants book and not actually any fanfiction. If I feel like dropping some fanfiction into my rants, I might give it one more shot, but don't get your hopes up.
          
          I am not deleting my account or the app. I am simply putting my account through a tremendous amount of change. If you still wish to follow me, it's great to have you here! If not, then I completely understand. I hope it at least isn't anything personal though :') (if by any chance it is, just message me).
          
          I hope to still see some of you guys here in this lovely community we have all built here. I love how cool people are with each other. It's amazing to see people not ripping each other apart in the comments (lol).
          
          That's about all I have to say. Follow my Instagram (@ basic._.bear) if ya want to get a bit of a taste of my personal life, since that is where the most tea is spilled. I'll see you all later <3
          
          -ry

I'm back
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          and I might be moving to a03