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im so happy to have my wife, seriously i’m so grateful to have her in my life. i think she’s asleep rightnow but it’s okay! im hugging creeper and listening to fairytale. gosh she is a literal fairytale though, a goddess sent from above. how can one be this perfect? she comforted me when at my lowest and i’m so glad. if she hadn’t, i probably would be uhm yeah breaking my streak. if you’re reading this, hihi darling!! ooh house of memories is on, i remember you mentioning you like panic at the disco, i cba doing the punctuation for it im sorry.. ooh partners in crime is next! im literally bringing my 2021-2023 songs back i was that sad. thank you for everything, my love. i love you so much! and this is also a goodnight message so mwwwah sleep well and dream of me hahaha, just kidding!!!!!!! i love you

fuck.. why is my face so chubby..? why am i gaining weight after making myself lose it. i just hit 55 and now im back at 57. why is my stomach so.. big.? why are my shoulders like that. why is my back so wide?! why am i crying over every feature i have. why am i so ugly.? people say i’m not, but you haven’t seen the state im in right now. my eyes are bloodshot red, my makeup is smudged, my nose idk inflated. i hate my nose. oh my god so much. but you know what i hate more? my thighs. and legs. gosh i hate them the most. 

am i really that scary..? i cant stop looking in a mirror and start crying..

okay uhm have i annoyed you. i really think like i did and i need to ask you, i feel like i’m just yeah overdramatic.. im just so overwhelmed by everything and i want to be happy truly but constantly i feel like you’re angry or annoyed at me, i know you aren’t. but i’m not 100% sure of that. i’m not mad at you at all, it’s just me being a dumbass again. and i seriously want the truth, because i know i did something. i can feel it, i just don’t know what. is it that i text too much? do you need some time alone? tell me please. 

my heart aches of sosososo much love so i’m going to release a tiny bit onto this paragraph! obviously about my wife, who else?! i did read your paragraph, which is why at around 2 i said “you’re cute” but gosh i love you so much i can’t explain it. i understand the jealousy problems.. hah.. i kind of got jealous because in art yesterday i saw bianka like nearly pin you to the table, awh gosh now i’m crying.. but it’s okay, i’m also all yours. and i hope you’re all mine. i’m sososo glad we got married!!!! yay, and our children are uhm.. healthy.?.?.?? but eh we have a happy family at school, it’s okay! you’re genuinely so adorable i can’t oh my god i get cuteness aggression every time i see you. i’m sorry if i felt distant on friday though.. i seriously was too jealous, my legs were weak, i couldn’t walk. but i’m so happy about tuesday, yes imaan chased you again but we held hands INFRONT OF A WHOLE CLASS. woHwohaishsh pe is good. but i was sososo red.. i don’t like howi look. but seriously, you’re perfect, i only want you. april 29th i’m most excited about, though theres a 90% chance bianka will beg to sit next to you. but you can!! i don’t blame her. gosh i really regret kissing her and victoria on the residential, my lips are all only for you now though, okay? you can have them all to yourself on the 29th too. i’m sorry if thismade no sense.. i loveyou so much though. you’re my favourite person in the world. and my only wife! everyone else fuck off unrespectfully. mwwwah!

BOOM BOOM ALL THE LIGHTS OUT BREAKING DOWN KEEP GOING ON CAUSE WE CAN NEVER GO BACK BACK BACK BACK WE GAN NEVER GO BACK BACK BACK BACK WOAH OH OH FEELIN LOST NOT GOOD ENOUGH NOW EVERYTHINGS TORN APART SHATTERED HEARTS BACK BACK BACK WE CAN NEVER GO BACK BACK BACK IM FEELING SHATTERED

uaghahsh i love my wife sosoososos much! gosh i could make this paragraph massive but im getting tired so it may be a bit small. okay darcy if you’re reading this, i firstly apologise for my latest like emotional outbreaks on this app. okay now back to the point on why im making this. you’re genuinely so beautiful darcy, i don’t know how you can think that you’re not. i even made a massive paragraph for you today to explain on how good looking you are!!! i want you to understand that. i genuinely need you to see yourself in my eyes. yes i blush wheneveri see you because how can someone be this perfect? whatehathwta?!!!? andand im so glad to be your wife, i want a kiss nowughh. but you wont let me go to your house. it’s a 3 minute bike ride awayyy! it’s not even that bad. i need another hug, you gave me one on friday at school yesyes. but augshdhhdyrgeyshsyyehejsm. need more, mhmmm!!! woahwoah, and plus amelia’s continuous shipping is annoying me but honestly, i’m not even sure why because were married. illegally though..!!:??! i swear its an illegal marriage if you dont have papers? welp, i love you sodososoos much& mwahwmahwmahwmahwmahmwha