jixoons

hey everybody…..*nervous*
          	
          	i don’t even know what to say, but i have been seeing all your sweet messages! i will say i am completely fine & i’m sorry for ghosting you guys…but i was kinda on theme with it… LMAO.
          	
          	i don’t really have a reason for going MIA, i honestly just felt like this era of myself was kind of over…i really did love writing and seeing all the comments of you guys loving my work, but on the other hand it was really hard for me to keep motivation when trying to continue…
          	
          	i guess “until we fade…” made me lose interest since it was something i initially did not want to do, but with some thinking— it did seem like a good idea for those who weren’t satisfied with the ending. but i ended up realizing there was really no interest in it for me, causing the story to not flow the way i would have liked it to. 
          	
          	i DO want to republish “We Ruined Us…” but not until i read and edit the chapters…again. i always cringe at my own writing and i felt like so many things could have been said/done better. so hopefully in the future, you guys can still have something to come back to whenever you feel like it. 
          	
          	one last thing, i’ve been seeing comments about someone claiming that we have been “in contact” and pushing this false narrative that “i left because my followers were demanding so much” which cannot be farther from the truth! it was NEVER about that, but ALWAYS about myself. 
          	
          	anyways, thank you guys for all the check up’s, i miss you all dearly and i hope everyone can understand <3
          	
          	TLDR: SORRY FOR GHOSTING YALL, THIS ERA OF MYSELF KIND OF FELT FINISHED, I’LL REPUBLISH “WE RUINED US” WHENEVER I GET THE CHANCE TO READ AND RE-EDIT EACH CHAPTER AGAIN, I DID NOT LEAVE BECAUSE OF YOU GUYS. I MISS YOU ALL. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. 
          	

iluvkatsuki

I’m gonna miss you☹️. Please take care of yourself! I’ll have my notifications on
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Nxt_lxna

I miss you queen your writing was phenomenal and definitely not cringe. You portrayed everything so perfectly and hurt me so good. Everyday imy and your writing i hope you are doing well. I’m sad to see you go but i wish you the best of luck Your supporters will always be here whenever you decide to revisit, we love you forever!!
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Rayloretta1236

I was worried that about you, but it’s good to hear that everything is alright 
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twotonedsouls

jixoons i miss u sb omg , was js reading a story and i went ‘ this reminds me of we ruined us ‘ dead ass starting bawling.

twotonedsouls

it was seen by myselfdumb on here!not exactly like we ruined us but more so as in their friendship before the smut and all that!really just how i interpreted it
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miasucks

omg what was the fic called? :)
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jixoons

hey everybody…..*nervous*
          
          i don’t even know what to say, but i have been seeing all your sweet messages! i will say i am completely fine & i’m sorry for ghosting you guys…but i was kinda on theme with it… LMAO.
          
          i don’t really have a reason for going MIA, i honestly just felt like this era of myself was kind of over…i really did love writing and seeing all the comments of you guys loving my work, but on the other hand it was really hard for me to keep motivation when trying to continue…
          
          i guess “until we fade…” made me lose interest since it was something i initially did not want to do, but with some thinking— it did seem like a good idea for those who weren’t satisfied with the ending. but i ended up realizing there was really no interest in it for me, causing the story to not flow the way i would have liked it to. 
          
          i DO want to republish “We Ruined Us…” but not until i read and edit the chapters…again. i always cringe at my own writing and i felt like so many things could have been said/done better. so hopefully in the future, you guys can still have something to come back to whenever you feel like it. 
          
          one last thing, i’ve been seeing comments about someone claiming that we have been “in contact” and pushing this false narrative that “i left because my followers were demanding so much” which cannot be farther from the truth! it was NEVER about that, but ALWAYS about myself. 
          
          anyways, thank you guys for all the check up’s, i miss you all dearly and i hope everyone can understand <3
          
          TLDR: SORRY FOR GHOSTING YALL, THIS ERA OF MYSELF KIND OF FELT FINISHED, I’LL REPUBLISH “WE RUINED US” WHENEVER I GET THE CHANCE TO READ AND RE-EDIT EACH CHAPTER AGAIN, I DID NOT LEAVE BECAUSE OF YOU GUYS. I MISS YOU ALL. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. 
          

iluvkatsuki

I’m gonna miss you☹️. Please take care of yourself! I’ll have my notifications on
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Nxt_lxna

I miss you queen your writing was phenomenal and definitely not cringe. You portrayed everything so perfectly and hurt me so good. Everyday imy and your writing i hope you are doing well. I’m sad to see you go but i wish you the best of luck Your supporters will always be here whenever you decide to revisit, we love you forever!!
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Rayloretta1236

I was worried that about you, but it’s good to hear that everything is alright 
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Always_tired_af

I miss ur stories boo they were srsly like finding a hidden gem and I hope you put them back up some time soon and I hope you're doing alright ❤

H3VNLY_

Heyyy, do u know if she finished the “until we fade” book? I know with her recent update she won’t be reuploding it but I’m curious as to what happened in that sequel book since I didn’t get the chance to read it
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iminyourwalls35267

Hi, I just wanted to let you know that your stories really helped me get through a hard time and that I love your writing. I really hope you'll reupload them back, but take a break as long as you need it to be and make sure to take care of yourself.❤️