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What if I released a heejake text AU overnight/today?

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Omg I HATE boys my age
          
          Like, wdym a guy who I rejected told me that he has zero self respect for me?
          
          Okay I'll admit. I kept him hooked and kept his hopes high up by giving into his tactics and not stopping him from flirting but I was clear from day ONE that I can't guarantee this will surely end in a romantic relationship 
          
          I apologized for that. I'm only 16 I'm sorry I was just confused as you boy 
          
          Buy after that when I was absolutely clear that I'm not interested in the idea of dating, I told him clearly. He was so desperate so I gave him a pass of "we can continue being friends and pls stop flirting and talk like normal friends"
          
          BIG MISTAKE FROM MY SIDE
          
          He always promised and apologized for over stepping that boundary of flirting again and again
          
          Today I made it clear that I can't keep talking to him becoz he doesn't respect my boundaries anymore
          
          Ykw he said?

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@jiyafelicityastrid anyways I'm working on a fic... bts one actually... 
            
            I started to work on it since 2024 but I got lazy omg 
            
            It won't be on this acc tho, it's the other one @jiya_felicity_astrid 
            
            I think I'll publish it AFTER it is fully completed...
            
            It would be my first time writting smthn ToT
            
            I don't have the right technique yet so I think it will be a bit crappy
            
            Taehyung ff... he's not my bias tho but Idk why started on him so Ig I'll continue with him
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@jiyafelicityastrid holy yappuchino this is the first time I'm yapping into a public space
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@jiyafelicityastrid 
            
            "I'm sorry I didn't realise that I was flirting with you again"
            
            Boy. This must be the FIFTH TIME I'm reminding you.
            
            Again. My fault I should have blocked him sooner.
            
            And also, I might have gone a bit personal with the "that's why you never had platonic female friends becoz you see all girls your age as potential romantic interest rather than potential platonic friend" BUT THAT IS WHAT HE TOLD ME! HE TOLD ME HE NEVER HAD A FEMALE FRIEND AND I WAS THE FIRST SAME AGE GIRL HE IS TALKING TO (idk why I ignored such a huge red flag)
            
            and... he took THAT part to his ego and ignored the part where I called him out for overstepping my boundaries again and again.
            
            omg even he doesn't realises how manipulative he is. He is just stupid like that. I would have said that he is being manipulative on purpose but he isn't a playboy who likes girls in *that* way. The way he talks just tells me I'm the first girl he is encountering.
            
            He said and I quote, "Tumhe bhi lagta hoga ki mera self respect zero h, Par sahi bolu to tumse baat karne ke liye negative bhi ho jaaye to bhi chalega" 
            
            Translation- "You must also think that I am desperate and have zero self respect. But tbh? I would let my self respect go into negatives just to talk to you"
            
            Boy...
            
            I think we agreed to be normal friends... this is obsession. It isn't good for you... I may be your first love but I ain't a Goddess either. It is better that he agrees to part ways because you always say that yeah let's be friends only but you physically CAN'T be 'just friends with me'... You are just trying to be friends because you think it might end up somewhere or you might end up making me fall for you... 
            
            (and I thought I was delulu for wanting to be sandwiched btwn Heejake but here we are okay bye imma go for a walk)
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