jj417100

this message may be offensive 
I know I’m screaming into the void here but I just need to get it out that I’m so fucking miserable. I hate my job, I have no real friends, I’m just doing the same shit over and over. I have nothing to look forward to unless my family goes out. All I do is go to work, do school (mostly online), and come home. I have no goals or desires for life. I have no idea if this career path I’m on is even what I want to do. But I don’t know what else to do. I have no passion. There’s no joy in living, everything just gets harder until you die.

Leo8207

Eventually, you’ll find your passion that you wanna turn into a career, eventually you’ll get a job that fits you perfectly and that you enjoy. You will eventually find something to look forward to to do. Everyone makes the 20s sound like it’s supposed to be drinking and partying staying out late nights and sleeping in but the reality of it is, it’s going to be some of the hardest years of your life because you’re figuring the rest of your life out and you’re alone. I want you to know I’m so proud of you, you have come so far and against all odds, you’ve made it you are an incredibly talented spectacular person and I truly believe you can do anything you put your mind to. I do and am genuinely proud of you for how far you’ve come and whom you are.
• Reply

Leo8207

I’m sending this to what appears to be your least active social that I’m aware of, I know it’s gonna sound dumb for me saying I don’t want you to worry cause I genuinely don’t. I wanna let you know that I’ve been thinking a lot recently and thinking, and other people’s actions and words towards me seem to confirm it. I wanna apologize if I was ever annoying, if I made you feel like you were never allowed to talk or if I wasn’t listening. I know you said that I put you on a pedestal and it pissed you off because I saw you was perfect and I said it multiple times and I’ll say it again, it’s not that I saw you was perfect. You already know my parents, relationships, and how they raised me. I can confidently say.

Leo8207

I am in love with you, I know that sounds cringe and cliché, and it is. But if it’s anything that the elderly people have taught me, that’s what true love is. Any mistake you’ve made, any problem you have is known, I’m aware of it, but when you love someone, you learn to love that part of them too. You can’t just love someone’s perfections, you have to learn to love all of them. You taught me that. You taught me to love you completely for everything, your mistakes were not nonexistent in my mind and you were not put on a pedestal, it’s not that I think you can do everything in the world and that nothing is impossible when it comes to you. But I want you to know that I support you, that I’ll do my best to be there for you when you need it. I know that our relationship ended and that there’s no chance it’ll ever relight but know that I like the charcoal and I won’t move onto it. I don’t care if my dad thinks color divides people and love it won’t divide me from you, nothing will, I will always love you. And I won’t ever be getting into another relationship because I do believe you’re the one. That’s not meant to make you feel guilty, but I’m more than happy to have you in my life, if that’s all I get I’m satisfied with it.
• Reply

jj417100

this message may be offensive 
I know I’m screaming into the void here but I just need to get it out that I’m so fucking miserable. I hate my job, I have no real friends, I’m just doing the same shit over and over. I have nothing to look forward to unless my family goes out. All I do is go to work, do school (mostly online), and come home. I have no goals or desires for life. I have no idea if this career path I’m on is even what I want to do. But I don’t know what else to do. I have no passion. There’s no joy in living, everything just gets harder until you die.

Leo8207

Eventually, you’ll find your passion that you wanna turn into a career, eventually you’ll get a job that fits you perfectly and that you enjoy. You will eventually find something to look forward to to do. Everyone makes the 20s sound like it’s supposed to be drinking and partying staying out late nights and sleeping in but the reality of it is, it’s going to be some of the hardest years of your life because you’re figuring the rest of your life out and you’re alone. I want you to know I’m so proud of you, you have come so far and against all odds, you’ve made it you are an incredibly talented spectacular person and I truly believe you can do anything you put your mind to. I do and am genuinely proud of you for how far you’ve come and whom you are.
• Reply

jj417100

My biggest upset is when I work hard to design a character for a roleplay, I mean like going into research on story lore to cultural nuances. I’m spending hours, days perfecting this character. I become attached. They’re in my thoughts, they haunt my mind. I’m creating scenarios in my head. I’m getting super pumped up and excited, only for the damn roleplay to die and/or get cancelled

Leo8207

“We’ve known each other a long time. We’ve been on this planet for a long time. I mean, you and me. I could always rely on you. You could always rely on me. We’re a team, a group. Group of the two of us. And we’ve spent our existence pretending that we aren’t. I mean, the last few years, not really. And I would like to spend… I mean if Gabriel and Beelzebub can do it, go off together, then we can. Just the two of us. We don’t need Heaven, we don’t need Hell, they’re toxic. We need to get away from them, just be an us. You and me, what do you say?”

Leo8207

@jj417100 agreed
• Reply

jj417100

@Leo8207 Wattpadshould let us like comments
• Reply

jj417100

If you’re not participating in this amazing, well-written, lore filled, detailed roleplay, what are you doing with your life?
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/257330851?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=jj417100&wp_originator=lSZ9WSmQhAT55Qzm6xRuNlg1vnpGiWF8Ixr2E0rG9SVQur7NPJaNqa5pSSjxvmQ8zrrvkKAdS91w1zm7i5RY%2FroIQ5rQKNLiFCWNayxE8jjZ46nYB8UyuhC0MseObfRn

jj417100

Stop drinking Monster, Red Bull, Prime, and all those other toxic energy drinks like you’re a car running on gas. Your heart is not supposed to pounding in your chest like a race horse when you’re sitting still.