junha

why tf do i mess up doing the simplest things?? am i that fucking stupid

i have 0.1% of that christmas spirit in me :) 

to those concerned, how is it like to live life without feeling like shit cuz i need to know

MY COUSIN IS THE ONE THAT TRULY UNDERSTANDS ME CUZ, MAHAL KITA 4LIFERS NA TAYO WOO

do i overthink too much? 

i really should be used to people ghosting, not caring or not thinking about me at this point

a b c d e f u and ur mom and sister and ur job and ur broke-ass car you can all fuck off 
          fuck you and your friends that i'll never see again everybody but your dog, you can all fuck off

ok halatang di na q ok wtf

am i the only one who thinks that if my friends don't reply right away or at all, i think they hate me?
          
          and after they don't reply, i don't engage in conversation anymore (unless i see something funny) until they message me again...
          
          
          
          and it makes me hate myself for being so annoying..
          
          
          
          
          
          
          do i have anxiety now? 

i feel so useless