What was the change in your life that brought you here? Here to this moment; here, where you are in life. What was the key point that turned your life around by 180 degrees? Or maybe perhaps 30 degrees, to each their own. 

Can you pinpoint that one moment, decision, word, movement? Can you decide which of the stills in your slow, gradual life-changing scene was the actual transformation that caused the 180 degree turn? Or might I even ask if you can point out which scene, even? 

When did you leap into the deadly void of your faith to do such things? Where was that void and what was waiting underneath? Be it emotions, decisions, premature conclusions that await your arrival on the other ledge, there's always that itching doubt in the pit of your gut that contaminates your internal light with 'Can you really's and 'you won't make it's. 

When did you jump? 

Or was it someone that pushed you?