jung

rose bowl 190505 was a dream

I've been listening to crown on loop for the past hour, I must say this is unhealthy

also I'm not planning to write ffs anymore but I'm putting all my works back up just in case someone stumbles upon them and gets inspired or whatever idk lmao

also I really really wanna go to the bts concert in la and I'm going to be sixteen in april, so, like...

I always say I'm going to leave wattpad and then @-ghxties and @larryvgl make new fics and I'm just like "wHAt do you exPECT me to DO-"

our little sunshine fluff ball Hobi is turning 25 happy birthday bby

thanks for attending my tedtalk

I believe I'm done with writing bts fanfics. it just doesn't feel right having visually perfect korean idols as main characters and making them have a cliche and poreless, aesthetically pleasing romance. I'm just not a seamless writer, I like to show life and people as they are in my writing, and I feel like the style some fics are written in is just...like a cult, with weirdly identical plot lines and language. Also I feel like I'm violating their rights as human beings, they have no idea that they're having all these things said about them, even at the hands of loving armys. and I just can't continue being an army and write fiction about them without their consent, possibly making money off of the whole ordeal. furthermore, I feel like this app is seriously addicting and I don't really want my life heading in that direction. it was just getting really toxic and anxiety-inducing constantly feeling like I had to check my notifications, how many people read my book, if anybody voted or commented and I just ain't about that life anymore.

is it just because of sex education or are british people more open and honest than americans?

this entire week has been a sleep-deprived, emo steaming pile of garbage