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Gray November
          I've been down since July
          Motion capture
          Put me in a bad light
          I replay my footsteps on each stepping stone
          Trying to find the one where I went wrong
          Writing letters
          Addressed to the fire
          And I was catching my breath
          Staring out an open window
          Catching my death
          And I couldn't be sure
          I had a feeling so peculiar
          That this pain would be for
          Evermore
          Hey December
          Guess I'm feeling unmoored
          Can't remember
          What I used to fight for
          I rewind the tape but all it does is pause
          On the very moment all was lost
          Sending signals
          To be double crossed
          And I was catching my breath
          Barefoot in the wildest winter
          Catching my death
          And I couldn't be sure
          I had a feeling so peculiar
          That this pain would be for
          Evermore
          (Evermore)
          Can't not think of all the cost
          And the things that will be lost
          Oh, can we just get a pause?
          To be certain we'll be tall again
          Whether weather be the frost
          Or the violence of the dog days
          I'm on waves, out being tossed
          Is there a line that I could just go cross?
          And when I was shipwrecked (can't think of all the cost)
          I thought of you (all the things that will be lost now)
          In the cracks of light (can we just get a pause?)
          I dreamed of you (to be certain we'll be tall again)
          (If you think of all the costs)
          It was real enough (whether weather be the frost)
          To get me through (or the violence of the dog days)
          (Out on waves being tossed)
          But I swear (is there a line that we could just go cross?)
          You were there
          And I was catching my breath
          Floors of a cabin creaking under my step
          And I couldn't be sure
          I had a feeling so peculiar
          This pain wouldn't be for
          Evermore
          Evermore (evermore)
          Evermore
          This pain wouldn't be for evermore (evermore)
          Evermore

Salt air, and the rust on your door
          I never needed anything more
          Whispers of "Are you sure?"
          "Never have I ever before"
          But I can see us lost in the memory
          August slipped away into a moment in time
          'Cause it was never mine
          And I can see us twisted in bedsheets
          August sipped away like a bottle of wine
          'Cause you were never mine
          Your back beneath the sun
          Wishin' I could write my name on it
          Will you call when you're back at school?
          I remember thinkin' I had you
          But I can see us lost in the memory
          August slipped away into a moment in time
          'Cause it was never mine
          And I can see us twisted in bedsheets
          August sipped away like a bottle of wine
          'Cause you were never mine
          Back when we were still changin' for the better
          Wanting was enough
          For me, it was enough
          To live for the hope of it all
          Cancel plans just in case you'd call
          And say you meet me behind the mall
          So much for summer love and saying, "Us"
          'Cause you weren't mine to lose
          You weren't mine to lose, no
          But I can see us lost in the memory
          August slipped away into a moment in time
          'Cause it was never mine
          And I can see us twisted in bedsheets
          August sipped away like a bottle of wine
          'Cause you were never mine
          'Cause you were never mine, never mine
          But do you remember?
          Remember when I pulled up, and said, "Get in the car"
          And then canceled my plans, just in case you'd call
          Back when I was livin' for the hope of it all, for the hope of it all
          "Meet me behind the mall"
          Remember when I pulled up, and said, "Get in the car"
          And then canceled my plans, just in case you'd call
          Back when I was livin' for the hope of it all, for the hope of it all
          "Meet me behind the mall"
          Remember when I pulled up, and said, "Get in the car"
          And then canceled my plans, just in case you'd call
          Back when I was livin' for the hope of it all (for the hope of it all)
          For the hope of it all
          For the hope of it all
          For the hope of it all
          For the hope of it all

I could go and read your mind
          Think about your dumb face all the time
          Living in your glass house, I'm outside, uh
          Looking into big blue eyes
          Did it just to hurt me, make me cry
          Smiling through it all, yeah, that's my life
          You're an idiot, now I'm sure
          Now I'm positive, I should go and warn her
          Ooh, bet you're thinking, "She's so cool"
          Kicking back on your couch, making eyes from across the room
          Wait, I think I've been there too
          What'd she do to get you off? (Uh-huh)
          Taking down her hair like, oh, my God
          Taking off your shirt, I did that once
          Or twice, uh
          No, I know, I know I'll fuck off (uh-huh)
          But I think I like her, she's so fun
          Wait, I think I hate her, I'm not that evolved
          I'm sorry she's missing it, sad, sad boy
          Not my business, but I had to warn ya
          Ooh, bet you're thinking, "She's so cool"
          Kicking back on your couch, making eyes from across the room
          Wait, I think I've been there too
          Ooh, you've got me thinking, "She's so cool"
          But I know what I know and you're just another dude
          Ooh, that's so true
          Made it out alive, but I think I lost it
          Said that I was fine, said it from the coffin
          Remember how I died when you started walking?
          That's my life, that's my life
          I'll put up a fight, taking out my earrings
          Don't you know the vibe? Don't you know the feeling?
          You should spend the night, catch me on your ceiling
          That's your prize, that's your prize
          Well
          Mm, bet you're thinking, "She's so cool"
          Kicking back on your couch, making eyes from across the room
          Wait, I think I've been there too
          Ooh, you've got me thinking, "She's so cool"
          But I know what I know and you're just another dude
          Ooh, that's so true, ooh, oh

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          Lmaoooo she was 4 years, 5 months and 5 days ahead

comme jojo siwa est la ceo de la gay pop, moi je suis en faite jyp depuis le début

j’ai cherché des ff françaises d’enhypen sur ao3
          j’en ai trouvé DEUX

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          c’est pas drôle, mais c’est drôle

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          jsuis littéralement trop contente

Israel❌
          Israkhra✅

I want you to know
          I'm a mirrorball
          I'll show you every version of yourself tonight
          I'll get you out on the floor
          Shimmering beautiful
          And when I break it's in a million pieces
          Hush
          When no one is around, my dear
          You'll find me on my tallest tiptoes
          Spinning in my highest heels, love
          Shining just for you
          Hush
          I know they said the end is near
          But I'm still on my tallest tiptoes
          Spinning in my highest heels, love
          Shining just for you
          I want you to know
          I'm a mirrorball
          I can change everything about me to fit in
          You are not like the regulars
          The masquerade revelers
          Drunk as they watch my shattered edges glisten
          Hush
          When no one is around, my dear
          You'll find me on my tallest tiptoes
          Spinning in my highest heels, love
          Shining just for you
          Hush
          I know they said the end is near
          But I'm still on my tallest tiptoes
          Spinning in my highest heels, love
          Shining just for you
          And they called off the circus
          Burned the disco down
          When they sent home the horses
          And the rodeo clowns
          I'm still on that tightrope
          I'm still trying everything to get you laughing at me
          I'm still a believer but I don't know why
          I've never been a natural
          All I do is try, try, try
          I'm still on that trapeze
          I'm still trying everything
          To keep you looking at me
          Because I'm a mirrorball
          I'm a mirrorball
          I'll show you every version of yourself
          Tonight