jjongseo

I just realised that my book NINETEEN got 10K+ reads with 500+ votes.
          	Thankyou for your love and support, I'm so grateful. ✿♡

jjongseo

That heavy feeling on the chest,
          That stingy feeling in my eyes,
          The knot in my stomach,
          That uneasy feeling,
          Is just too strong for my own liking.
          Was it my fault? 
          When everything changed dramatically,
          When I use to have a curiosity,
          With everything around me,
          Now those are gone.
          Everytime I look at myself in the mirror,
          Only one thought come into my mind,
          Do I deserve this?

jjongseo

So tired, of everything,
          Was it meant to be so hard,
          Sometimes breathing seems tough,
          Sometimes just wanna shut my mind,
          The thoughts never leaving my side.
          Why everything so hard,
          The things which were my like,
          Now seems to be blurred.
          The interesting things, 
          Doesn't have the same effect.
          The world around me,
          Seems to be suffocating.
          I wanna leave everything behind,
          And run, don't wanna look back,
          But just too afraid.

jjongseo

@jasmine8524 Thank you very much for loving this... <3
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-jxsmine_

@jjongseo love it ..poem is literally so good and i can relate to this sm <333
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jjongseo

Helloooo~
          I know I'm gone for too long, I'm having my exams because of that I couldn't write anything and please don't forget me and wait for me don't worry when my exam will be finished I will give you updates more often...
          Please wait for me....
          
          -love your author (jjongseo) ❤️ 

-jxsmine_

@jjongseo it’s okay take your time baby , don’t stress yourself , i will be there to support you ❤️
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RxseXbutt3erflys

Hello I’ve been thinking about reading your story I wanted to know the length and how many chapters you will be making just because I don’t have a lot of time to read each day. Sorry for the inconvenience ( ◠‿◠ )

jjongseo

@RxseXbutt3erflys I'm still not sure about the chapters but it will contain almost 27 or 28 chapters and thankyou 
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Ninis_r1k1

Hmm sweetie did you updated chapter 20!? Because I get a notification(I don't know how Wattpad show me notification i thought Wattpad have some beef with me) but it's doesn't open i mean you understand what I meant right!!?

Ninis_r1k1

@jjongseo ohh okayyy, I will be waiting for the next chapter then!!>⁠.⁠<
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jjongseo

@berrywonieqzxpart2 Yeah I uploaded it by mistake but it was not completed so I unpublished it but don't worry today I will complete the chapter and post it
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Ninis_r1k1

Thanku so much for the follow it's mean a lot to me!! 
          Have a really amazing day, night and afternoon or evening!! 
          Take care of yourself and love you ❤️

Ninis_r1k1

@jjongseo that's nice to hear and yup I'm fine toooo!!
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jjongseo

@berrywonieqzxpart2 I'm really fine what about youuu!?
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