Hey, it's been a while ik, you might not even consider me a friend anymore, Let alone a bestfriend, life has been rough, mentally, physically, everything. I'm so sorry for being absent for this long, as I'm writing this I'm still feeling pain in my body, I'll take meds tho, mom has been amazing and dad too but that's the reason of my tragedy, Well, let's save that for some other day, Ik I'm not at a place to say this anymore but Have A Happy Birthday Sweetheart! Ik it is nothing compared to the talking session we had a year ago and I'm sorry for that, times have changed drastically, I can't login/install other social media except for pinterest and Wattpad, no one said anything it's just i feel a certain way about it now, Ik there's a that you might read it after your birthday is over, I'm sorry again. Please understand my situation and forgive me, i didn't intend to write this long of a message to you but now that I'm writing it i can't stop, I also want to thankyou for the all the times you have been there for me without being there, i miss everything and maybe we'll experience that again soon, i want to have sometime for myself, i want to grow-up having my own opinions of right and wrong, nothing what people on social media want, it is my own choice, Please bear with me, Ik you would, you are the best after all, beleive me I wanted to make you feel like the happiest person on Earth this day for some minutes or hours depending on the situation and also I wanted to be the first person to wish you, like last time, i wanted to send you alot of messages, but things don't go the way we want them to go sometimes and it's okay, take care and be happy, idk what is happening in your life but May you have a great day and a Even more Great year! I have to end this now, Soooo many hugs and kisses from my side and also HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUEEN!!
