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I feel jealous of her.

I feel suicidal. 

I've stopped DREAMING.

I do t have patience to work onmyself abd change my lerception. I knlw Ive to change my perception and pretebd to be happy to face the future but I dont have the energy. I've never became myself how can i be someone else cfffff 

I blame myself for my future. Hadn't i make these past mistakes,I won't end up in this position. I wish I could rewind my time.

Life isn't worth living.

A therapist is someone who regularly checks on you,

I don't wanna fucking go anywhere. 

I wish I'd rather die than survive. Kuch nhi hain yar lofe mein. I know my future. Khali hain.
          

i feel lost.
          I feel unfocused.