JK X JM

suffering anxiety and depression is no joke.
          i thought I recovered but apparently not...
          these pas few months, I have been putting myself fully in my work and studying at the same time hoping that with all those time being packed, I wont be troubled with my mental health issue, but here I am... again, falling back into the black hole...
          i cant write, I can't work, I cant create things that I want...
          and honestly idk what I can do to dig myself out of this mess...
          I'm sorry if this is triggering, but this is the only place where I can pour everything out without being noticed ...

Heyy everyone!!!
          I know i have been slacking, but trust me I'll be back real soon!!
          
          in the mean time, let me know what type of jikook stories that you want me to work my magic onto :D
          
          PS : I might be revealing myself here soon, for those that have not followed me on IG or Twitter XDD

ahhh it's been such a long while. Hruuuu?

It took me years, but I’ve come to realize that some ‘friends’ are not exactly ‘friends’. So when needed, let them go, cut them off. You need less drama. 

Heyy guys!!
          
          I know, i have been mia for way too long!
          I've just posted the last chapter of Dear Diary, and I know it is kinda shitty, and I'm so sorry!
          However, a new book is coming on it's way.
          
          also, can we chat??? why there's no interaction tho :/

these is one of the few days that I feel like shit... ngl... i felt like shit
          I'm not sure if this happens to everyone, but this is really personal, and I can't really share or rant...
          have u guys ever told a family member, be it parents or siblings abt something really bad that happen to you, and they don't believe it even one bit? 
          mine did, I was s** ass***ted when I was 7, not a single soul believed me...
          even until today, I still get nightmares... what hurts was not being ass***ted, what hurt the most was no one believed me when I ran to my mom, and she thought I was joking, and she doesn't even believe me...
          PTSD is no joke, and I have suffered and still is until today....
          
          FML

So two more chapters before i end #DEARDIARY
          Let me know what you guys think okay? I know there are readers, but please don't be a ghost reader will ya? Haha!

Please share this out to so that plagiarism won’t be tolerated. 
          
          Please guys, we authors really work our mind endlessly to make the story make sense, spike your imagination, and hopefully worked out. 
          
          The nights and days that we take(well I use days and nights, cuz that’s what usually I take) just to put out one chapter is not easy. 
          
          Please appreciate, and ask for permission before copying it blindly, and have that audacity to post it out. 
          
          It is NOT OKAY. 
          https://www.wattpad.com/1207501522?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=jkxjmfanfic&wp_originator=pvNDn4xguVqGBjqWQTurs0KC3cTGIbKgaHpWDKTifh%2Fm4J3jBkI5rkI3paMxy3KdgqrGvBJtK95Bt9w2kW3qHS%2BSXgJKbGVjFWexxV7oPaZ9vOsIrfejMz7xu%2Bi0yDSX

I won’t be updating for today and tmr because it’s my birthday✨
          
          But I will during the weekends. 
          
          XOXO 

CONFESSION!!
          
          Writing Dear Diary wasn't easy. 
          It's hard and stressful because I'm not use to writing sad things, and especially hard when this whole book is gonna be sad from the start to the end. 
          I have just updated chapter 6, and honestly, I felt like that would be it, but it felt like a cliff hanger, and I would hate to write a sequel for it, so I'm probably going to make it a few more chapters longer. 
          Now, I can tell there is people reading it, please don't be a ghost reader XDD
          Let me know how or where I can improve...
          But, I'm gonna leak it here, it's not going to have a happy ending. But if needed, I can cook up an alternate ending for it.