Ren

What’s the background of your profile mean??

I just unpublished my story and I'm gonna be deleting Wattpad today for sure, not sure if I'm keeping my account or not yet. Probably not, though

I'm probably gonna delete Wattpad sometime soon btw
          I might keep the account so I could hypothetically log in, but idk so

So my mother works at my school often and she tells me about random things and apparently if what she tells me is correct people know and remember me??? Like she told me today there were people who saw me in the library and liked my shirt and fishnets or something (it was an anime shirt supposedly) and were talking about me around/to her?? And supposedly someone in my math class asked to sit by me specifically and tried talking to me too- We talked for a while but our seats changed so we aren't sitting at the same table anymore so we don't now. 
          This has never happened before??? I'd be surprised if anyone remembered I exist?? Why do people think I'm cool now??? I mean I'm not complaining but Imma do something to embarrass myself istg 

So today I found out that there was a writer in the 1920s I believe and on Goodreads one of the quotes of hers was "heterosexuality isn't normal. It is just common." And I know love her. This was 1920 and she pointed out heteronormativity. I forget her name tho I'm gonna try to find her 

I'm gonna kms lmfao

I don't like brass (no offense to brass players but I'm woodwind this is fucking hard) 
          Also I have the humour of a 12 year old boy so that's not helping

I was just talking to my dad about bsd and was reminding him who Chuuya is and I mentioned how they say they hate each other but they don't actually and he said "hate is just another word for love" FUCK YEAH FATHER U GET IT BUT PLATONICALLY CAUSE YEAH

The fact that I'm more masc today and am comfortable rn is kinda surprising in a way cause I just put a skirt on then came to realization I'm masc and am still comfortable and actually happy with it (although I'd look better with a belt and jewelry but I don't got those rn so I'm happy :])

I'm going as like a basic purge bitch for Halloween but it's cause I'm going with a friend and that's what she's going as and it was originally a group thing until she uninvited her other friend cause they were fighting. Her bf is still coming idk what he's going as tho if he's like joining or what but anyway I gotta find a way to look non basic and straight to the people and not get yelled at by my father cause I'll freeze or it'll be dark and dangerous or whatever. Benefits of living in Canada it's getting chillier (not really yet tho) but at least it's not uptown it's in her town not even city