I'm who I am, and I may come off as a freak, but I don't care what you think. Hard lives come to the ones who can handle it, and sometimes, I'm not sure I can handle anymore.
I might not be a good writer, I might write the worse poems you have ever read... but to be honest I don't care... This is really just something I do for myself... not for you or anyone but me... If you happen to like what I write then great, let me know! It makes my day if someone would tell me they like my stuff.

My favorite color is green
My favorite number is 2
My life is just pretty much just softball... 
I have been playing softball since I was 4...
I play 3rd and 1st and I like to catch...
My only home would be the softball field
I have lived with 4 different families
I'm 17
I go to high school, work, and take a college class
Can't wait to finally live on my own
Last time I saw my birth mom was when I left her house the day after Christmas when I was 6
I have a hard time trusting people and creating bonds with people because I know at some point one of us will leave and it would have been for nothing and all it would cause me is more pain

If you ever want to talk just inbox me... I'm a good listener and I understand as much as I can... yall have a great day and life... 
I don't really know what else to say, so I will leave ya'll with something me and my friend say.

You are stronger than you know, and don't let anyone tell you anything else that will beat you down. Stay strong Chickadees.