jnicoleb1234

So after my aunt passing in august and that hurricane, we ended up having two more deaths in the family.  It's been throwing me off balance and my mental health took a nose dive.  Finally feel like I'm starting to be in a better place and the motivation to write is starting to return.  I hope to have new chapters for my current works sometime before the end of this year (since there's not long left like god damn this year flew).

jnicoleb1234

So after my aunt passing in august and that hurricane, we ended up having two more deaths in the family.  It's been throwing me off balance and my mental health took a nose dive.  Finally feel like I'm starting to be in a better place and the motivation to write is starting to return.  I hope to have new chapters for my current works sometime before the end of this year (since there's not long left like god damn this year flew).

jnicoleb1234

Posting while I have internet, but I am in the path of the hurricane thays going to hit Louisiana. I was off work yesterday and have off today, and depending on what happens may have off the rest of the week as well.  Maybe I'll get some writing done in the meantime, but I won't be able to post anything if the internet goes down with the storm.

jnicoleb1234

Just an update because I know it's been a minute.  First week at my internship was great, and I'm super excited to be working there!  I know things will be chaotic this month and next month until I get used to the swing of things especially with the school year starting, since I am a school psych.  Will try to update when I can.  I have been working on a book for like the past year or so that's epistolary style, so not told through but narrative but rather letters or other documents.  It's divided into three parts, and I have part one of it almost done.  I want to try and create the media to go with it so that it kinda looks like how it would if it were traditional in the sense of published in paper to view, so it may take me a minute to work that out.  May start posting part 1 of that with just how it is and go back and update it with those pieces once they're done.  I plan to use Canva for that for now since it's what I'm familiar with.  I have been working on a Forest God chapter, so that should be out sometime this month!  Haven't started the next Ellody and Elliot chapter yet, but I plan to do that over the weekend hopefully.

jnicoleb1234

I think I've said this before, but I have been one of the main caregivers for my elderly grandmother.  She was admitted to the hospital Friday night and was released about midday today (so almost a full 6 days).  It's been a rough few days, and while she was in the hospital I used my free time to finish my school assignments for the most part (except the recording).  I haven't done any writing though.  Haven't had the motivation to.  I've been trying to because for me trying to keep a routine up helps with my stress and anxiety, but I've just been staring at my notebooks and computer screen.  Head empty no thoughts.  Just got out of class today, and I honestly can barely tell you what the hell it was about.  I'm honestly all tuckered out and so exhausted.  I have a trip coming up in about two weeks to go to a concert I am very much looking forward too, but two days after I return I begin my internship.  I most likely won't update anything the month of August to get myself acclimated and used to my work load since this will be a new position for me.  Right now, I'm hoping to get another chapter of E&B (and possibly Forest God) out before August.  I'll let you know if anything changes, but this is my plan for the time being.

jnicoleb1234

Happy 4th of July to my fellow Americans out there celebrating.  I am staying inside working on school stuff while my family goes out (but that's okay bc I don't like boats all that much).  I have two essays coming up in due dates (one of them I'm currently working on finishing to turn in today), so I most likely won't be able to upload a new E&B chapter this week.  Truthfully, I haven't started on it yet because one of these essays is a book report, so I spent most of the week reading it and taking notes in between work.  I ****may**** try to post some stuff for the maps book as a hold over, but I would not trust in my ability to do that at the moment.  After these two essays, I also have to make a presentation and record myself giving it (so not looking forward to that), so please know that while I'm doing my best to be regular with my uploads that it is hard for me to be weekly atm.  Much loves!!!!!  (Will also probably do a big monthly update on the profile in a few days because I have a lot going on this month)