jnobeza
checking back on this account feels like i’m standing over a desolate wasteland as i bathe in the nostalgia of my old fanfic years. a lot of the stuff i wrote was huge cringe and i still feel bad for all the fics i had planned but left hanging. there was one rinlen fic especially i was super excited about—for the most part i had the plot and everything—but just never finished that first chapter before i started losing interest in vocaloid. i still love the music and all the fun you can have with the characters, don’t get me wrong!! but the love i had just simmered down a little bit in 2018. now i‘m here. almost done with my junior year of high school, really into musicals, just started taking part in theatre, aspiring to be a storyboard artist, and thinking about my apush exam later today. god i can’t believe i started this account when i was 12. i apologize to any of you who had to deal with my cringe lmao
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@jnobeza I remember reading your stories back in middle school and in a sea of cringy fiction, I actually really liked your stories. They were entertaining, interesting, and well written. Now I've recently got back into Vocaloid since I've given myself the opportunity to discover it again, and plan to purchase the software this time and produce my own music. I was always into it, but like you, It simmered down when I found other interests (*COUGH* My kpop phase) and I get a different enjoyment than what I felt in 6th/7th grade. Almost moving into senior year myself, It does stink sometimes to notice your flame dying down into a simple nostalgia, but funny when you laugh at how cringy you used to be. I just wanted to show my appreciation and thank you for providing wonderful stories and contributing to the fandom by expressing your love for Vocaloid through fiction. I hope you're doing well and become successful in what you want to do now!
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