It's been one year without you Marilin.
I missed you so, so much.
I still cannot believe I will not get to talk to you again, to hear your voice, to hug you.
It's been so hard without you.
You dying, meant me losing my sense of self.
I had to learn how to move on but to not forget.
I hope you know how much I loved and love you.
I hope you are not in pain anymore.
Marilin, darling, as we used to call eachother, I still text you and believe you are going to answer me someday.
Sweetheart, I hope to meet again and have eachother for a long, long time.
Rest well.