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FUCK MY FUCKING FUCK LIFE. GUESS FUCKING WHAT.  MY MOM WAS FRIENDS WITH JOEY RAMONE. I KNOW. I DONT FUCKING BELIEVE IT EITHER. SHE SAID JOEY RAMONE LIVED IN THE SAME BUILDING AS HER BOSS (she still works with him ) AND HE WOULD ALWAYS SAY HI TO JOEY BUT HE WOULDNT SAY MUCH BECAUSE IDK ITS JOEY. AND APPARENTLY SHE HUNG OUT WITH HIM A LOT BC HE HUNG OUT IN THE SAME AREA AS HER AND HER FRIENDS. HER FUCKING FRIENDS WENT ON DATES WITH HIM. I WISH I WAS HER LIKE FUCK MY ACTUAL LIFE THIS IS NOT REAL. THE ONLY GOOD THING ABT BEING FROM NEW YORK WAS ALL THE GOOD MUSIC AND BANDS BEING FROM HERE AND HANGING OUT, WHICH ISNT EVEN RELEVANT ANYMORE BC MOST OF THEM ARE DEAD. I WOULDNT EVEN BE ABLE TO SEE THEM BC IM TOO YOUNG TO GO INTO BARS. ACTUALLY FUCK MY LIFE. SO, THEORETICALLY, IF JOEY RAMONE HAD A CRUSH OH MY MOM, JOEY RAMONE WOULD HAVE BEEN MY DAD? WHAT THE FUCK JOEY . LIKE THEY HAVE HAD ACTUAL REAL SERIOUS CONVERSATIONS TOGETHER. MY MOM HAS TALKED TO JOEY RAMONE. THEY HAVE HAD ACTUAL FRIENDLY CONVERSATIONS, SHE HAS TALKED TO HIM, HE HAS TALKED BACK, IM TWEAKING. IF HE WAS STILL ALIVE, I WOULD HAVE MET HIM. I CAN PROBABLY MEET ACE FREHLEY BUT ITS PROBABLY NEVER GONNA HAPPEN . MY MOM HAS ALSO GOTTEN TATTOOED ACROSS FROM CHINO FROM DEFTONES, AND IS FRIENDS WITH SERGIO FROM DEFTONES. GOODNIGHT. AND ON TOP OF THAT, ITS FUCKING ELECTION NIGHT! IF TRUMP WINS THIS, SAY BYE FUCKING BYE TO MY GODDAMN RIGHTS. GUESS WHAT!!! TRUMP IS FUCKING WINNING RN. I WONDER HOW BILLIE JOE ARMSTRONG IS FEELING RN. I WONDER WHAT KURT COBAIN WOULD THINK. I WONDER WHAT FUCKING JOEY RAMONE WOULD THINK. GOODNIGHT AND GOOD FUCKING LUCK TO MY FELLOW FUCKING AMERICANS.

WHAT THE ACTUAL FREAK DUDE. MY MUM JUST TOLD ME SHE MET ACE FREHLEY 20 YEARS AGO. LIKE YEAH I WASNT ALIVE BUT I STILL CARE . AND IT WAS AT HER FRIENDS BAR AND SHE SAID IF THE BAR DIDNT CLOSE DOWN 15 YEARS AGO THAN HE WOULD HAVE LET ME IN. I WOULD HAVE MET ACE FREHLEY IF I WASNT SO DAMN YOUNG . I WAS ON THE BRIM OF TEARS WHEN MY MOM WAS EXPLAINING "Its not that big of a deal, hes just an old man." FUCK YOU MEAN JUST AN OLD MAN? ITS FUCKING ACE FREHLEY I DONT GIVE A SHIT HOW OLD HE IS HES STILL SPACE ACE . SHE LITERALLY SAID "Somebody must have pointed out that it was Ace because I didn't even recognize him without the makeup". LIKE O EM GEE IM GONNA TAKE A LOVE GUN AND FUCKING SHOOT HER ASS DOWN. HOW COULD YOU MEET THEEEE FUCKING ACE FREHLEY, ON A COMPLETE COINCIDENCE, SOME RANDOM FUCKING TUESDAY NIGHT AT LIKE 12AM AND THEN 20 YEARS LATER SAY IT WAS NO FUCKING BIG DEAL. IVE BEEN SOBBING FOR AN HOUR LIKE WHY COULDNT I BE HER. WHY COULDNT I BE A CUTESY LITTLE TEENAGER IN THE 70'S, LIVING WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW (brooklyn) AND BE FUCKING MEETING UP WITH ACE FREHLEY. IVE BEEN TEARING MY HAIR OUT FUCK YOU MOTHER. I LOVE ACE FREHLEY. I FUCKING LOVE HIS LAUGH, HES HILARIOUS, HES GORGEOUS, HES THE ONLY ORIGINAL MEMBER OF KISS THAT HASNT FUCKED UP IN SOME WAY. EVERY SONG HE DOES LEAD VOCALS ON IS IMMEDIATELY MY FAVORITE. I LOVE HIS CHERRY BURST 1974 GIBSON LES PAUL CUSTOM ELECTRIC GUITAR (although he acquired it in 1978),  AND HIS GUITAR SOLO, ESPECIALLY IN " charisma" (specifically the performance in mexico, 1981). HE COOKS SO FUCKING HARD EVERY TIME OH MY GOD. WHEN IS IT MY TURN TO HAVE A MOMENT WITH ACE FUCKING FREHLEY . ALL OF THAT AND SHE BARELY FUCKING TALKED TO HIM. THEY DIDNT EVEN TALK ABOUT MUSIC EITHER. SHE TOLD HIM ABOUT THE BAR AND SOME PHOTOS OR SOME FUCKING SHIT. WHATS EVEN COOLER IS THAT HE MADE HIS OWN GUITAR . HE MADE A GIBSON CUSTOM SHOP "ACE FREHLEY" LES PAUL IN THE COLOR FLAMED CHERRY BURST. AND MAN DID HR DO GOOD BC THAT GUITAR IS SO FUCKING COOL

GUYS I CHANGED MY USERNAME! IT USED TO BE so_empty_without_me BUT NOW ITS johnnymarrs_tea!!