johnpaul993

There is a part where sadness is arising. 

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2024 Challenging
          
          January- May
          
          Our relationship in the Red Castle has been challenge by so many factors;
          1. Individual Differences
          2. Insecurities
          3. Naysays
          4. People
          
          Yet, in the end, we conquered the 179 days. We survived a year. Not perfect. Yet, we never broke up. We stayed for a year as a SOLID RED CASTLE. 
          
          Red Castle Lessons
          1. Love is when you stayed despite the challenges faced.
          2. Love is not perfect. 
          3. Love is a collaborative effort to speak and to listen.
          4. Loving your loved ones is accepting the fact that sometimes your loved ones will make you laugh, mad, and sad. Yet, you will always be there to understand.
          5. Success can be obtained by helping evem if the help will not immediately give the people that you help an immediate answer.

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November- December 2023
          1. They made up into finals as 3rd place in the Speech Choir Contest.
          2. We have made it. The dance presentation even though we are unplaced still it is our happiness that they are courageous enough to face their fears and dance in front of the crowd. 
          3. Finals in the Speech Choir Contest they have put their utmost efforts they are unplaced and they cried and I told them it is their presence and courage that I am so prouf about and it is not about winning or losing.
          4. Christmas Party- I challenge them to host an event on their own because as young adults being in their 16's-20's they should have learned how to manage events and the patterns of behavior of people.
          
          Core Memories 2.... hahahahaha.

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P's thoughts
          8.29.23- The time that I met the princes and princesses of the Red Castle. I am so stiff. I am so ice.
          
          9.29.23- Our first month- the time I learned to smile.
          
          9.30.23- The time I show my love on them by giving cupcakes as a form of thanking them for having them for a month.
          
          10.04.23- Teacher's Day No surprises from them because I do not want. Instead I surprise them with a "quiz."
          
          Hahahahahahaha. Core memories.

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Wallpost Poem Series (WPS):1 7.18.24 The Thoughts of the Red Queen
          
          The Ship has sailed.
          The Green ship has boarded.
          Ready to fetch my princes and princesses.
          
          So much has changed,
          From innocence to learned.
          From unknown to discovered.
          From mystery to mystery solved.
          
          Not a perfect, Red Castle.
          Several disagreements are present
          Yet, they are binded by the agreement
          That they will only be ONE, 
          ONE RED CASTLE.
          
          Their time was done,
          Queen P is smiling at them as they are to moved to their next journey.
          
          Queen P is left with tears, the tears of joys upon seeing how much they have improved.
          
          From innocence to learned
          From unknown to discovered.
          
          Thank you, the code has been decoded
          1-3-4, 3-1-4, 4-31, until... 179 days have made it to 1-4-3: Red Castle is RED, RED IS LOVE, to make it the Red Castle, the Kingdom of LOVE.
          

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*there will be one 
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Ako lang ba ito? Actually first time ko ma inspired na magsulat again. Hahahahaha. Simula nung masaktan ako last May up to August nag relapse ako sa pagsusulat. 
          
          I cried last night, because I am learning to be the real me again. The me who is actually loving. I missed that person, the version of me before the tragedy. Hopefully time can heal everything.