I am hurt. I want to be angry but i can't. I can't. I am too kind , too kind that i am disappointed at myself for letting me be that way. I am hurt because i expected too much from the other people. I expected a decent answer from my decent question. I expected a smile but what was exchanged with that smile was a frown. I expected a response but there was a dead air instead. It's hurtful when you give kindness and they just gave you rudeness, with their action, with their choice of words, with their treatment. I did nothing wrong to them, i did something wrong to myself. I expected too much. I cried. I tried controlling my tears but i failed. I can't write right now because of this, this makes me feel uninspired. I am sorry for being a disappointment. I am kind of depressed and fangirling is my outlet to temporarily forget this pain but i can't write right now so i apologize.