I swear when i think about what to write it sounds amazing, well written, makes sense. Then when i type it out, I think 'What if they don't like it?' Then i edit a bunch of stuff. Then i re-read and it makes NO sense. THEN i end up deleting the whole thing and either making up some crap story, or give up on writing it all together. I just gotta stick to what my mind says, or lower my expectations of myself and be surprised and happy with my crappy outcomes, I don't see why any body reads what i write, I WAS absolutely not born a writer.