Sham

Years have now passed. You matured and you realized that people will come, not to stay with you, but to show you the things that will change the way you perceive the world. Be thankful even if you were hurt. Every experience, be it good or bad, will teach you a lesson.

I’m hurt.. but no one cares.. I’m tired.. but no one notice.. I want to die.. no one even needs me

The 3 years friendship curse has happened againnn hahaha

i still remember your promise. "I won't leave you" right? but then i also remembered that promises are meant to be broken :)

"I pretended not to see it the entire time, but i had already noticed it, doing stuff like this changes nothing, because the ending is already set in stone."

Looking back, i realized how close we used to be

you don’t want that person to go away?
          then give that person a reason to stay
          don’t take them for granted
          ignoring them will just make it more complicated

Lies can make anyone feel betrayed but understand those who lied to you... Not all of them have bad intentions... Maybe, just maybe they're protecting you or theirselves... Cuz they once also feel betrayed and they will not let it happen again  

It's hard pretending to be okay just to make others feel not to worry about you... But inside you know that you're devastated and alone

I don't want to regret something in the end, so please just tell me the truth and i will set you free