i'm listening to undertale slowed, and it rlly makes me think deep
a few years ago i made this profile to read undertale/undertale au books, i was such a happy person in that fandom(even tho my actions/words were NOT lmfao), i wrote books on my ocs that have been untouched for literal ages, and i dont know how or if im going to pick up on those books, regardless of their importance to me. i dont even think anyone reads them lol
undertale was my home for years.
then i drifted to BNHA/MHA and Haikyuu, i made a oneshot book for BNHA and made several drawings to please my haikyuu crazed heart. i was so enveloped in these fictional characters and how much better i wouldve felt if they were with me in that moment. and because they werent real people, i didnt have to be afraid of my emotions shattering. the same thing went when i was an undertale fan.
however haikyuu led me to a different place.
soon enough, one bts song hit my ears that i momentarily enjoyed. and with the way that the algorithm works and the fact that they were such a huge success by then, more and more content came hurdling at me. i went from being just an army, to the list you see in my bio.
ive gone through this crazy journey of people, places and characters and this track makes me look back on all of it with a sad smile, knowing i would never be able to experience it again the way i did then.
make those happy memories with what you have while you can, because you never know when it could slip out of your life.