not kadi

okay my 5 babies, i’m gonna b starting my account up w/ a book :) 

i cant breathe when i think about her

writing doesn’t make me happy anymore...i just find myself deleting everything because its not what i want and its so frustrating 

my mental health is terrible but anyway my balcony is looking really jumpable right now <3 

its 5 am.....

shiii now i realize why i cant have friends because DAMN my self esteem should never plummet so low