god, this is so relatable. like the others say, visualize it like it movie (it helps if you have an idea on how it plays out). take your time too. don’t rush, don’t set a schedule to write or update. just give yourself time to do what you want and how you wanted. if you get inspiration, write it down to come back to it later. keep adding to it and don’t be afraid to change t up occasionally to fit the plot of your story