Should I even ride anymore? I use to dream of owning a barn and training horses. I haven't found anything that I loved more than riding. I have been told to give up my dream and that I can't train horses. I have stopped riding for a month or two and I have felt nothing. I haven't felt as happy since last time I showed my horse. I have been feelings mostly sad and angry, not as happy as I which I could. I am starting to lose hope that I will be good at anything horse related. The girls at the fair just seem so judgy. Like they are laughing at me for riding a slow, old, not perfectly trained horse(ft from perfect). I'm starting to give up. Giving up fighting. Anytime I see a horse quote about how strong a bond is between a horse and it's person or something like that makes me sad. Should I even ride anymore…
