jotting_frosting

achi khaasi vibe match ho rahi thi, phir usne mere saamne 'didn't knew' boldia 
          	*screaming*

jotting_frosting

things have been really rough recently. spending so much time alone is really hurting me. I feel myself spiralling so I try to do 'good things' but then my health issues flare up & I spend days unable to do anything & just live in constant pain. sometimes it feels like an impossible battle to get better in the ways I want to & need to when I'm always in pain & struggling (or unable) to do basic things.. I really want to have hope & believe that my health can & will improve, but definitely feeling defeated & worn out. having an insurmountable back log of mental & emotional turmoil / trauma is a lot of work (and already hard to endure on it's own) but pairing that with constant triggers and an unfavourable environment is just too much

BeLL_iSaDoRa

@jotting_frosting girl I hope you do feel better soon. You can always tell me about it, right? So why don't you?
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Jackie-Blue

@jotting_frosting I can relate to this so strongly. I'm sorry you have to go through these struggles.
            
            Sending you loads of hugs, love and strength❤️❤️❤️❤️
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jotting_frosting

hey there

jotting_frosting

@BeLL_iSaDoRa same :( this country all over, freedom is just a hoax here
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BeLL_iSaDoRa

@jotting_frosting I mean yeah this happens everytime and then people protest for sometime and things go back to as it is. That's why I've grown to hate the government.
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jotting_frosting

@BeLL_iSaDoRa uh oh :(
            life is *shrugs* whatever I wanna focus on
            
            I'm pretty disturbed by the on going kolkata case but yeah trying to focus on other things to not go down a spiral that would make it hard for me to come back to 'this normal state'
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jotting_frosting

I'm not one to do dirty talk 
          
          wondering how boring does that make me

BeLL_iSaDoRa

@jotting_frosting yus lol
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jotting_frosting

@BeLL_iSaDoRa yeah yeah 
            even if I wouldn't have stopped talking the other party would have because I wouldn't have been able to match their energy even if I tried to
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BeLL_iSaDoRa

@jotting_frosting it is. If it's making uncomfortable just stop talking those people. Friends okay but strangers no.
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