jotxnheim

HEY YALL 
          	
          	One more mega chapter for "The Sun Doesn't Rise in Heaven" and then I'm gonna binge homework :,)

Knockout-Starscream

~ATTENTION~
          YOU HAVE BEEN CHOSEN T BE SHOWERED WITH LOVE SO ENJOY!
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          Now post this on everyone's wall who you think deserves all the love in the world.
          
          If you get...
          1 back= you are loved!
          3 back= your popular
          5 back= your one of the most lovable people out there!
          9+= wow... I'm jealous

jotxnheim

this message may be offensive 
Anyone have experience with moving to a new state or school?
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          { vent / trigger warning / very personal shit I feel like ranting about because I don't really have anyone to talk to } 
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           I want to move in with my dad (in Utah) and I am currently in California. I live in a house of 13 people so i have to share a room with my four other siblings. Its a big room, but as a high school girl I kinda want my own space? I have no freedom and once in a while it would just be nice to have a room to chill out with my phone or video chat my friends without other people. I don't know. Am I selfish? My stepdad and is mentally abusive and has laid a hand too many on me. He's violent, (not alcoholic or a smoke addict which im grateful for) and on the border of physical abuse. I'll admit- I've been very suicidal in the past few days. No one in my house really gives a shit about mh interests, instead they berate down on me and tell me how the film industry is full of bitches and professional liars. I'm bisexual and have never told anyone except for online friends, because I CAN NOT let my family know. They are extremely homophobic. In my stepdads words (not to me), "if you're gay go fuck off. You don't deserve anything, go die in the streets." And it hurts. It really hurts. My household is full of homophobic, racist and sexist people and I need out. I'm being forced to go back to public school next year (I switched to homeschool for the first time this year). I am so sorry if it seems like I am exaggerating- I might be. I'm sorry if you think that I'm looking for sympathy or trying to be a victim. I'm not. But this is how it feels right now and I cant deal with this anymore.