joyrevolver

frerard activity?? in 2024?? wild but a 2hr video sesh about MCR and the black parade with my bf got me thinking about my fanfics again...

But I did re-read some of my old work. I've gone through so much the last year that I forgot what I was working on. I may revamp some of those, tweak them or create my own characters instead of Frank/Gerard. I don't know yet. It'll be a slow process no matter what, with a baby and going back to work soon, but I think it would be almost therapeutic to write again. I've always pulled themes & feelings from my personal life and spun/adjusted them to fit the stories so it helps me process my thoughts sometimes. 

I want to start writing again. MCR & their community got me into sharing my words and now that they're back it feels so familiar. I haven't listened to the song since I have my hands full with a newborn. Crazy how much things change but how much they can stay the same too. If I do write something, I don't see it being an MCR fic, though I will still draw heavily from the themes & concepts of my previous fics. 

When you make a super long playlist for the boy you like but then realize it's not middle school anymore and he'll probably hate it hahahahaha why am I like this 

I just got back from the hospital Tuesday. I might write soon. Idk. I'm trying. 

Does anyone want to by my friend. I'm 21, go to college, have a job, and write. 

I'm alive...in a depression mood so I might start writing again but no promises. 

Cant sleep. Want to wite. Need ideas. 

I never have any time to clear my head and write. I'm always working or doing homework or worrying. I just want to find joy in things again. Work is so stressful. I'm getting promoted to manager and all I can think of is how i'm going to screw up. I just want to have fun again..

I've been very busy, I started school and work again and should be getting even more hours since I might be getting promoted. Sorry for the lack of writing. Not sure when i'll get back to it, just need to find the time.