joyrevolver

But I did re-read some of my old work. I've gone through so much the last year that I forgot what I was working on. I may revamp some of those, tweak them or create my own characters instead of Frank/Gerard. I don't know yet. It'll be a slow process no matter what, with a baby and going back to work soon, but I think it would be almost therapeutic to write again. I've always pulled themes & feelings from my personal life and spun/adjusted them to fit the stories so it helps me process my thoughts sometimes. 

joyrevolver

But I did re-read some of my old work. I've gone through so much the last year that I forgot what I was working on. I may revamp some of those, tweak them or create my own characters instead of Frank/Gerard. I don't know yet. It'll be a slow process no matter what, with a baby and going back to work soon, but I think it would be almost therapeutic to write again. I've always pulled themes & feelings from my personal life and spun/adjusted them to fit the stories so it helps me process my thoughts sometimes. 

joyrevolver

I want to start writing again. MCR & their community got me into sharing my words and now that they're back it feels so familiar. I haven't listened to the song since I have my hands full with a newborn. Crazy how much things change but how much they can stay the same too. If I do write something, I don't see it being an MCR fic, though I will still draw heavily from the themes & concepts of my previous fics. 

joyrevolver

I just got back from the hospital Tuesday. I might write soon. Idk. I'm trying. 

joyrevolver

@SnippyDaJoyfulTurtle thank you. I'm doing better, maybe not okay but i'm alive. I wanna write but have no ideas and I feel like anything I write will just be a blurb of my random thoughts and song lyrics. 
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joyrevolver

Cant sleep. Want to wite. Need ideas. 

PrettyGayButThatsOk

@joyrevolver I swear I only have ideas when I have a million things to do 
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joyrevolver

@PrettyGayButThatsOk like I finally have time off work and time to write but I have no ideas
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PrettyGayButThatsOk

This is me right nowwww I can’t think of anything interesting to write 
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joyrevolver

I never have any time to clear my head and write. I'm always working or doing homework or worrying. I just want to find joy in things again. Work is so stressful. I'm getting promoted to manager and all I can think of is how i'm going to screw up. I just want to have fun again..