jpsupremacy

anyways that’s embarrassing

jpsupremacy

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and i'm so full of everyone's bull shit. i blame everyone, including myself for this year. the worst year i've had to live through so far.
          
          so i just wanted to say,
          
          thank you for being fucktards and killing a sweet and amazing person. thank you for showing me i'm not good enough and that i actually suck at life. thank you for pushing me away. thank you for making me experience anxiety and depression. thank you for making me hate myself.
          
          and last but not least,
          thank you for making me want to end it all.

jpsupremacy

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ik y'all been putting white for your profile pic to represent helping to keep jonghyun away from the darkness, but i felt i should put him as my profile pic. i'm not trying to be rude or protest, but i want to show that he was the true light. he saved us, but sadly, we couldn't save him. i feel like ik he was strong enough to help himself, but shitty people had to remind him of his oh so small flaws. everyone has them. try a reality check. his flaws made him perfect, but y'all had to make him feel like shit. you pushed him to the edge. nice going.
          
          idols are human
          they have problems
          they feel things
          how many lives is it going to take for you to realize

dreamyjoonseok

@taetorade Yeah it made me sad how I used to just brush those little things off when they were actually signs.
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jpsupremacy

@ripkimjonghyun exactly. what hurts the most is that he gave signs in instagram posts and in little messages in his songs.
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dreamyjoonseok

@taetorade Yeah I also felt that it would be better to have his pic as my profile. He was an amazing talented person. Some people were like "hes famous why would he commit suicide" And like being famous doesnt mean a person has a perfect always happy life. Like we didnt know what was going on in his head.
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