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i will never be someone's first choice :)) why would i be bothered about that :)) 

now i understand why most of people have a traumatic experience when it comes to driving :))))

what a traumatic experience i've ever had for today 

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see you in may 26, 2026 jjh 
          
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terkejut giler tiba2 dpt news jaehyun will be enlist this 4th november *sobs*

being an introvert then working in field of that requires of meeting people, have to socialise with people, attend the meetings etc.. its hard for me to do that :'(

ntah lah tak tau nak ckp apa sbb aku sendiri pun tak tau apa yang aku nak buat

so today my superior and colleague went out to do a market visit for surveying a pricing for them to propose to the HQ then they invited me to join them its also for me to learn this market thingy.. before we started to do the market visit, we were having a breakfast then in the meantime my superior told me that in order for me to get promoted i need to handle a lot of tasks and everything. so i said yeah i can do that i'm cool with it yada yada. but the thing is initially i am very acceptable what they're offering cuz its for my future too, for my career growth etc like that. then after a while there's a sudden feeling when i feel regret that i'm asking myself why did i accept this job at the first place *sob* faham tak kat situ AHAHAHAH dia mcm tiber je emo kenapa lah aku accept buat keje ni padahal masa first2 tu aku okay je. dia jadi mcm tu sbb overwhelmed kot pastu bila perasaan tu dah takde okay je moving forward life goes on bagai lol

fans attack = fans took care of the idols