juanlildik

ewwww what the hell was i writing 

hello my peeps, how it do. this is your cap'n speaking to simply state a nonimportant statement. i'm baaack

Sometimes I question if people remember me like I remember them. Anyway, hi!

one time i was suddenly interested in lsd so i looked up on youtube on how lsd works, it’s side affects, and of course storytimes of people who used it. i stopped being interested into it and stopped looking it up everyday but i still want to try it out just like i want to try out weed.

weed isn’t a drug, it’s a stress reliever.

Hell yea man, c’mon over

0h n0 biTch
          nU hUh
          0k 0k— 0 mAh gAwh
          yAaAaaS biTch siSsY iT ho
          0mg-
          aHaHaHa diS biTch jUst dEAth dR0p 0n dEse h0s hAAahaA
          iT’s cLeAr sHe is- she is- i cAn’T EVen ~DESCRIBE~ tHis pEf0rmanCe
          a TruE quEEN yA’LL
          sT0p sLEepIng 0n hEr

It’s not like that.

We are best friends, don’t get me wrong, I care for you a lot. I’ve just lost my other friends is all

Oof. 
          
          Meh, it’s been awhile. I miss my peeps. Everything has went downhill. I lost my best friend(s), my boyfriend who probably thinks I ghosted him, 2 of my lovers. Why the hell do I deserve this? What have I done wrong? I have done nothing but good & now.. all my good people are gone..
          
          I wanna apologize to Keona. You meant to much to me and god, the feelings were overwhelming. You were not a distraction but a lover to me. But I did not try my best. I should’ve held on, be more careful, never let go. And gosh, I did. I love you so much.
          
          Mark, I’m sorry. I acted so foolish and self- centered. I didn’t even think about us.. I wanted us to be together but instead I backed out. You tried to reach me and I backed out so Mark, sweetheart, I’m sorry. I even lied about my age. I’m so sorry.
          
          Juan, we were not together as long. I didn’t love you. Not as much as Keona and Mark. I liked you but not love. I just wanted a regular relationship. I’m sorry.
          
           I apologize to all I stated. I’m sorry.