You will never read it, or maybe yes, I really don't know, but... I know that if one day you end up seeing this, I'm very happy. I have called you know and the last time I did it was an accident since I was afraid; I know you're better off without me, I also know that you're happy, luckily I am too, it hasn't been easy and I know I can be fine but I still think about you and miss you.
I would love to be able to tell you a lot of things that have happened to me, just as I would like to hear your voice... Since, I no longer remember it, I have somewhat forgotten your face, your way of being, I have even Sometimes he forgot your laugh or your smell, until out of nowhere someone comes and laughs something similar to you or for some strange reason it's as if my clothes have your smell.
He always avoided going to look for you, asking someone how you are and what you have done. Even if you don't believe me, I have always thought and I know that I will never regret having left you, because I know that you achieved move forward and although I dream of you every night and think of you 24/7 believe me that letting you go was the best thing I did; I still have no answer to this question, both my mind and my heart feel that I did the right thing, although your memory still hurts me; I also know that you have changed and that I no longer know you and that is why I tell you that I was, am and always will be in love with the Sebastián that I met for First time, he will be the person who will always accompany me and who will always love me; But I'll always be waiting for you to let me back into your life and see who I've become.
