SnooAvocados

Hey, it's me again. 
          
          So yeah...he did it, few years back on his birthday (yeah, he specifically chose that date) . We went to bed and we found him next day. I was back in middle school then so i didn't have much idea about what it was all about .
          
          He did talk about you a lot though, said the only person he had and you made him happy, everytime. Said that could spend his life with you. He seemed really happy, nobody could tell he was not alive from inside.
          
          I was cleaning the house a few months back when I found his stuff. He had written the usernames and pass for all his accounts in his diary. I guess he expected me to find it way earlier but I didn't.
          
          Below those accounts were written: "tell her that thank you, and I always loved you.
          
          I'm sorry for I'm such a coward to not face you directly before my last moments. But I'm finally going to be happy :)"
          
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juicyfruitsnacks12

@SnooAvocados I'm so sorry. I literally kept refreshing your feed for days but did not realize you posted a reply on my feed. I'll copy and paste this message to your feed to ensure you see this, I'm so freaking sorry.
            
            I had a feeling that he did it on his birthday. I don't know why, call it a gut feeling or whatever, but something in me knew. I always mourned his birthday the most.
            
            he was honestly the most amazing friend anyone could ever ask for, especially me. I am so grateful I got to know him. he taught me a lot about myself and about life and what I look for in people. I hope you see this. I will do a more thorough job at checking my notifications. I hope you and your family are doing well and I'm keeping you all in my thoughts (:
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