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Anxious attachment is ruining myself just to make sure you stay. I'm terrified of losing you, even though we're still friends. I wish I could go back to simply enjoying your presence instead of constantly worrying about your absence.

Anxious attachment is choosing to drown myself just so you won't walk away. I'm already falling apart, but I'll stay quiet if it means you'll stay. I just wanted a friend, yet somehow everything became so complicated. Why is loving and caring about someone so hard? Why does my mind keep convincing me that I'll lose you, even when you're still here?

Anxious attachment is watching yourself break apart while begging your mind not to lose someone who's still there.

I'm already falling apart, but I'll stay quiet if it means you'll stay. I just wanted a friend...

Was there a lifetime waiting for us in a world where I was yours?

I was so freaking hurt

I want to be active on Wattpad again

This is bullshit

March 17 2026

I didn’t realize I fell asleep while scrolling through TikTok. When I woke up, the same video had been playing on loop for around 15 minutes already.