jujutsuo

Oh bs accountancy

jujutsuo

I wish that, in another lifetime, I could have been a good friend to you without ever developing feelings for you. Even though I sometimes feel like you were only forcing yourself to be friends with me, maybe that's just how I see things. Still, if there is another lifetime, I hope we meet again under different circumstances—where I can simply be your friend, enjoy your company, and never have to carry the weight of feelings that made everything more complicated. Some people are meant to stay friends, and maybe I just learned that a little too late.

faiellea

hey love, i went through ur board and it seems like ur going through some things. I hope that you find peace from whatever situation ur in, and stop being so hard on yourself bc at the end of the day it’ll always be you and yourself. If you need someone to tt, even though im stranger lol, u can always text me <<33
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jujutsuo

Anxious attachment is ruining myself just to make sure you stay. I'm terrified of losing you, even though we're still friends. I wish I could go back to simply enjoying your presence instead of constantly worrying about your absence.

jujutsuo

Anxious attachment is choosing to drown myself just so you won't walk away. I'm already falling apart, but I'll stay quiet if it means you'll stay. I just wanted a friend, yet somehow everything became so complicated. Why is loving and caring about someone so hard? Why does my mind keep convincing me that I'll lose you, even when you're still here?

Tisa_0726

@jujutsuo I don't know what's going on in your life but don't be so harsh on yourself.
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