xojujutso

I told my mom that I was depressed, but she scolded me and blamed it on my phone.

Every1thinks you get to rest when you fall into a coma, but it’s actually worse and terrifying

When someone jokes about why I’m still alive, they have no idea that while I was in a coma, I was silently praying in my mind, begging God to let me wake up. And somehow… I did. I survived.

I think I’m the only one here who experienced a deep coma. It wasn’t a good experience at all. Everything felt empty and dark, and even now, just thinking about it makes my chest feel heavy. I’m still grateful I woke up, but it’s something I’ll never forget

Forgive me as I've been really inactive on social media. But remember that regardless of where I am,what I'm doing I still remember you. I remember your name,I remember your face,I remember your voice,I remember what you like,I remember your birthday,I remember your talents,I remember your history,I remember your laugh,I remember you ❤️

I thought my feelings for you would end there, but when I finally said it, I didn’t expect them to last for a year

It hurts, I’m tired, and sad, sometimes it feels like there’s no faith left in myself, and I feel so lonely. But even then, I can get through this, for myself, for my future. Don’t stop, keep moving forward even through the pain, because your sacrifices and efforts will bring light to the days ahead.

How painful must it have been?
          How painful must it have been?
          How high must my hopes have been?

Those beautifully beautiful memories were so painful

As the days went by, I really got better
          But sometimes, when I'm too happy
          I'm afraid I'll be in pain again
          I'm afraid that someone will take away this happiness