The hardest part about not having heard that goodbye would be the knife digging into my back; it's been there a while,but I just realized it now because of how numb you had made my mind. Numb to the world; numb to myself; numb to all family and friends; and as soon as I grew numb to you, too, you left... And now the blood does not stop dripping, hitting the floor with a broken thud.