Missing
Missing you
Missing the memories
Missing the laughter
Missing everything
Now im here crying so much it looked like it rained on me
Now im here lying hopeless and afraid of the future
Listening to sad music wishing to forget about you
Fighting my demons in my head
Wondering what i did to deserve this
Imagining what it would be like if i were to leave this world
Would he cry after my death
Will he celebrate
Will he have a bittersweet emotion
All these thoughts drown me
My anxiety high
My happiness low
I would like to save me
But i dont know how to since he was the one who saved me in the first place