I miss being on wattpad and it being a safe place. My first acc i had was the one thing that helped me thru alot of rough times. But it was kinda outed by my dad - W GOOD INTENTIONS - and i could no longer use that acc anymore bc it felt breached. I opened several other accs, this one included but honestly nth matches the comfort of that old acc. Ik this sounds like a silly rant but i can't explain in words the utter security and confidence i felt on that acc where i spend so much of my time reading, commenting my opinions loud and proud, writing whatever the hell came to mind - i published my first poetry book there too lol :( i miss that. No matter how hard i try i don't think i can ever get that back cuz i don't use wattpad that often anymore and don't interact enough to actually get the feeling back. Anyways wattpad, You've helped alot. Ill probably still be on this app for a while cuz i write books on my other acc and i do still follow the updates of a few books. I never really made friends on wattpad but i got to talk to lots of interesting people in various comments of various books and I learnt a great deal about myself and people too. I learnt how to look at things from several perspectives, how to understand complexities in people, i got over my ignorance, i got over my fears, i accepted myself as i am and this community helped my normalize my differences, i learnt so so much that i can't put into sentences. No one will probably read this but i wanted to put this out there - this community gave me so much. I found a friend here even without having to make one; because you were there for me.
