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wait so even you read the book , 'i loved you' that book is the best , i've never seen people reading the same book as i am , so i'm happy , you can ignore me :)

I didn't talk to my parents since last Thursday bcs we had a huge fight. As always they blamed me for everything. I cried so hard till fell asleep, resulting ugly eye bags the next morning. Since then, they've been avoiding to talk to me. I ate instant noodles and order food delivery for my own needs until now. They acted like i was dead to them. I have my finals for two weeks starting on Monday. 
          
          Why can't they be a decent human being and talk things out? Aren't they supposed to show good examples? Why im always the one that needs to teach them how to communicate rationally without yelling and cursing? Why they always blame me for every misfortune?
          
          God, i hate here. Im so close to commit suicide. I can't even take a break. i just want to have someone that i can depend on. Im tired for being independent. I'm tired with everyone bullshits. I'm tired with me. Fml.
          
          

I have been busy with my assignments  :(

I hate my college life :)

My suicidal thoughts are getting worse

I lose more than I gain

Ay ay ay...I'll be writing again after my finals ✨ that's on the last day of December 

My college's assignments are killing me. Help me.

This is the best Angst that I'd ever read ❤. You guys should read it too. Don't forget to prepare your tissues! (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/46752569

Can someone kidnap me? I'm sick of living like this. Am I worth being kidnap? Lol