@juniemonroewhoareyou
checking back in with my wattpad account.... lots has changed since May time. I didn't leave uni and I am very much settled in year 2 of my course, I have a great group of friends, a boyfriend (!!???!!!!?!!?!?!) and im currently doing production design for a short film set in the 50s atm. yeah!!! there's my update
i mis you
@sweetcarcass how r u doing honey????? lots has happened to me in these however many months !!!!!
just added joile memphis to my reading list! beautiful work.
im thinking of moving to substack but its going to take AGESSSS to move my stuff over there but i really do want to do it
I have done already! thanks for ur interest <3 here’s the link: https://open.substack.com/pub/katbox?r=3ka0ag&utm_medium=ios
oh I’m so full with the ability to love that I’m choking on it
In hospital ?
I want to add cannibalism to femania and also I want to join a convent and also I’m just unapologetically being strange to men and lying all the time on the internet and feeling unholy and evil and filthy and making Pinterest boards with weird shit on and having the slight inkling of creativity but I’m not there yet so I need to stop all this shit I’m doing at school and find myself again
think I might LEAVE my university and start writing again because I haven’t written for myself in like 6 months and that is heartbreaking and soul crushing and makes me want to die and I need to feel alive again and write again and make up stories and create and poetise but I can’t. where has the passion gone
losing passion unfortunately
not having anyone to actually discuss issues/crushes etc. about boys with is actually disastrous because I just feel delusional but also I’m right but also I’m making something of nothing but also he acts like that with everyone but also we message each other every minute of the day but also I’m not even physically attracted to him really but also thinking about being close to him makes my heart face but also he’s not my type but also I can’t be in a relationship but also I want to be touched but also I hate my body but also I just want him to idolise me but also that’s not healthy help help help!
