juniemonroewhoareyou

heyy junie idk if u remember me but it's amiya!! how are uu

checking back in with my wattpad account.... lots has changed since May time. I didn't leave uni and I am very much settled in year 2 of my course, I have a great group of friends, a boyfriend (!!???!!!!?!!?!?!) and im currently doing production design for a short film set in the 50s atm. yeah!!! there's my update

i mis you

just added joile memphis to my reading list! beautiful work. 

im thinking of moving to substack but its going to take AGESSSS to move my stuff over there but i really do want to do it

oh I’m so full with the ability to love that I’m choking on it  

In hospital ?

I want to add cannibalism to femania and also I want to join a convent and also I’m just unapologetically being strange to men and lying all the time on the internet and feeling unholy and evil and filthy and making Pinterest boards with weird shit on and having the slight inkling of creativity but I’m not there yet so I need to stop all this shit I’m doing at school and find myself again  

think I might LEAVE my university and start writing again because I haven’t written for myself in like 6 months and that is heartbreaking and soul crushing and makes me want to die and I need to feel alive again and write again and make up stories and create and poetise but I can’t. where has the passion gone

losing passion unfortunately