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i feel like even if i told you i wanted to fix things it wouldn't make a difference. i've honestly run out of ways to try and make you love me again. i really fucking love you and i'm sorry i messed things up. i'm sorry i didn't stop being a pussy until it was too late. i promise you that if could ho back and change things i would. i'm really sorry i wasn't a good boyfriend recently. well... ex-boyfriend..
i just hope this isn't the complete end.. i really really love you, and i know i don't express that well, but it's true. i still love you. i still fucking love you. i'm sorry i was so shit to you these past days, i'm sorry i've been keeping secrets, i swear i'm done with that. i just want you back. i'm sorry i was a burden.