jupiters-clouds

back after more than a full year hi guys

jupiters-clouds

happyn new years!? i really havent been active on here since september probably, when my last announcement was. 
          however, i've recently gotten some motivation and have started writing a bit more. i don't know if i'll be posting anything.
          at the time of me writing this i got my covid booster the day before yesterday, the 13th. and currently i cannot even move my arm with a sudden wave of pain.
          however as far as i know, it's normal to have your underarm hurt as that just signifies your lymph nodes are doing their job.
          i dont know to what extent it's normal, and if it continues like this, or gets worse, i'm going to have to see a doctor because i actually cannot do anything. which is terrible since i'm in band and kind of have to use my arm.
          however, i am still writing as just moving my fingers doesn't hurt badly. 
          
          i simply wanted to update you guys, as i haven't been on here for months :)
          have a wonderful day/night!!

jupiters-clouds

hi
          uh
          its been a while
          
          so basically
          i was originally wondering if you guys would like it if i posted some unfinished/discontinued writings
          
          i got out of writing for a while, but ive recently been getting back into it. (as in, ive been writing stuff for a week and i feel bad that i said i was going to publish something and then didnt-)
          
          uhhh anyways
          ill make another announcement thing to tell you whats been going on! <3

jupiters-clouds

update on the mcyt book:
          
          it probably wont be coming out soon. I've had major writers block and havent been able to write anything since the last update when I said I was working on chapter three. 
          
          thanks for reading, drink some water.
          
          -jupiter

jupiters-clouds

i am literally so happy to say that i've figured out my sexual orientation/where i stand on the ace-spec even though i am still so extremely lost as to where i am on the aro-spec.
          
          i am bellusexual.
          
          the definition of bellusexual is: one who has interest in certain sexual actions, the aesthetic of sexual relationships, and/or aspects of sexual relationships, but does not feel sexual attraction and does not want a sexual relationship.
          
          i currently identify as alicoromantic. meaning i know i'm somewhere on the aro-spec, but i'm not sure which label fits the most/i don't fit into any aro-spec labels. 
          currently i've not found any label that fits my romantic orientation correctly as it's very complex and intricate and i don't understand it at all. 
          
          (example: i've told someone who i thought i was romantically attracted to that i liked them. once i told them that i liked them i started losing feelings nearly immediately. the only time i've been in a romantic relationship with someone i knew i was romantically attracted to, i started losing feelings for them around two-and-a-half months of dating. they broke up with me after four months of dating because they were moving and,, yknow long distance. now that we aren't in a relationship anymore i feel as though i still have slight feelings for them. i might be wrong and i may not like them romantically anymore, though.)
          
          if anyone knows a label that might fit this and would like to tell me what it is, i'd appreciate it a lot. :) /gen
          
          thank you for reading! have a great rest of your day! <3 /gen /pos

jupiters-clouds

@jupiters-clouds im not bellussexual-
            uh oof
            im aegosexual-
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