the carrot girl®

um...after some time of healing from that one crazy crush...i have another one and i'll probaby end up in a mental institution soon because i'm too obsessive. YAY!

i miss @kingdombyers so much ugh. like girl archived some of the books and left and all there is left on the account i've already read too many times. books by bernie are the only ones i've read multiple times, i actually stayed on wattpad so long because of bernie. i might just start writing letters to burn in my notes from memory because i miss it so much...

daydreaming at your pfp rn sorry-

SOOOOOO my crush smokes....it's a turn off i'm sorry. BUT that doesn't mean i still can't stalk him. also some tea spilling...my ex neighbour (aka my let's say online friend rn) goes to the same school as kate, but yk they're not the same class and don't go to school at the same time. but anyway she was the one to tell me about her and she is bffs (they are classmates) with a girl that me and my friend know. and my friend saw her today (my ex neighbour's bff) hanging out with KATE. like what the hell is going on?!?!?! am i being betrayed or what? i don't actually care, but if someone's pretending to be my good loyal friend for more than 4 years like...why tho? after i found that out guess who i saw... PETER (MY CRUSH) WITH ANOTHER BLONDE GIRL THAT'S NOT HIS GIRLFRIEND. cheating? almost cheating? maybe just friends but umm..... 

kate just texted me "i know who you are"... 

ANOTHER STORY TO SHARE. kate (peter's gf) put on her instagram story a post that said "is there winter where you are?". me and my friend were joking about it. i said "what is she expecting? for me to reply with yes i'm in alaska?" and my friend literally said "wait. i was at (i won't say where) and i took pictures of the snow." so she told me that i should send her those pictures. i thought it was funny, it is kind of so i replied to the story saying "yes, there is in (the place where my friend took pictures)" and sent the pictures. after like 5 seconds Kate replied saying "thank you. who are you?". i obviously left her on seen because i said enough to her. so like 16 minutes later she sends me a text saying "motherfucker" and a picture of a white poodle in her room. how do i know it was her room? well, she was stupid enough to send a picture to a stranger where in the background i can see all her stuff and a photo when she was a kid. left her on seen again. the girl is so fucking dumb that instead of stalking she sent my whole following list a message asking who i am because i'm "terrorising" her. girl bffr. i said nothing bad. i barley said anything at all. you're literally swearing to a stranger who can be anyone and I'M THE BAD GUY. btw 90% of my following list are my friends and they blocked her and the other 10% are people who don't know my name because i'm stalking them too. so kate 0-1 me. she does know what school i go to because i did put it in my ig bio but that won't help her much. i mean, it is her own fault that she accepted my request to follow her without knowing who i was and after this whole situation SHE IS STILL FOLLOWING ME ALLOWING ME TO SEE ALL HER POSTS AND PRIVATE LIFE. it's so pathetic of her to be obsessed with number of followers. 

LISTEN UP!!!! NEW STORY TO SHARE. okay so me and my best friend were going to school as we were walking on one side of the road i saw a bicycle on the other side of the road. honestly, i'm not even searching for peter when i see a bike anymore but OBVIOUSLY it was HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i look at the bike and i see the person riding it is looking at me, like he's staring so much i wonder how he didn't crash into someone. i'm a bit blind so i don't see very detailed for a far and obviously i couldn't identify who it is. the bike isn't the one peter had before, his shoes were odd (i don't know if i mentioned this before but peter lost his right leg when he was 2 years old so now he has like a fake leg and because of it he can only wear some kind of boots) and the hair... LONG. i don't know if you know louis partridge, but if you look up his new hairstyle you will know that is the hair peter has now. absolutely disgusted about the hair. ANYWAY i was literally clueless trying to stare at a person i'm not ever sure that is peter. when he passed, MY FRIEND TURNED AROUND because she was looking at his also and just said "THAT'S HIM!". i asked her about 50 times if she was sure and she was 100% sure. i can't believe i had the most embarrassing eye contact ever. yk, he's literally staring and i'm squinting my eyes. AHHHHH!!!!!! but yeah, my theory was right i really do see him once a season. 

hru bby??

merry christmas to the ones who celebrate it today!!! 

if you know some good stories on here please recommend!!! i want to start reading this summer and i miss commenting and reading new stuff on here. i wish i could read now but i really want to put school first especially since i'm the best in my class and i have to keep it that way. sending lots of love, hope this year treats you well <3