charstarz 🌟💫

HAHHAHA REALLL (the story ive been working on may or may not be yuri..)

@FluorescentShark id much rather be safe than in trouble or dead :P
            
            A lot of the kids who do ts should NOT do it. like uou should not be taking shit from random girls in the bathroom or doing it at school at all.. 
            
            the high is less important than ur life brochacho <3

@jurassic_sharkzz thanks brotha xD
            
            you are like THE ONLY teenage stoner i know that takes that shit SAFELY. everyone else? nah. they smokin AS MUCH AS THEY CAN TAKE, WHENEVER THEY CAN TAKE IT. my buddy jake huffs on that shit in CLASS BRO.

@FluorescentShark givin u a bunch of advice cause its lowk scary if u dont follow ts. YAP TIMEEEE.
            
            1. Don't smoke more if you dont need more, you wont look cool, youll cough and have lung failure and then think ur dying from greening (you wont actually get lung failure im kidding)
            
            2. Dont smoke w people you dont know very well. My policy is would I trust them being in the ER with me? because if not then they just might lace u w fent or something stronger.
            
            3. Youre gonna be HUNGRY. plan to smoke maybe after or during thanksgiving so u have yummies to eat while ur floatin.
            
            4. If you do start to panic, think happy thoughts. It sounds stupid but greening is genuinely a mindset. if you remind yourself that the scary high is only there for a while and then youre gonna be fine, you will be fine. 
            
            5. BE AROUND PEOPLE YOU TRUST. it makes me feel more comfortable that youll be around your parents cause trust

@FluorescentShark you mean a lot to both of us. thank you for letting me yap for a while. ur so awesome
            
            goodnight stink

@jurassic_sharkzz He's changed so much in both good and bad regards. but what hes doing now?? I don;t like it. I hate it so much. But I love him more than he probably thinks i do. (non-romantically, obv. he's my brother =w=)
            
            im gonna try and sleep on this.
            
            Thanks for talkin, char. You both mean a lot to me.

@FluorescentShark i know. i feel that way about him too and i see him literally every day. i dont like who he is today. hes just mean now. summer flipped everything with me and him. i was a druggie who couldn't keep to himself ever and he only wanted to keep to himself. i dont know. i wish i could fix things. he used to be so happy when you guys were friends. he speaks about you and sometimes i forget that you guys ARENT friends anymore. he brings stuffed animals that you gave him everywhere. he came over for my birthday last month and brought them. 
            
            were so different and he just keeps pushing people away. its not good for him. like hes genuinely destroying himself. im watching it happen but i cant do anything. hes moving to his GRANDMAS and going MIA and i cant even think straight about that.
            
            I miss him in 8th and 7th. he was so fucking perfect and now hes not him. like when i think of him now, i do not associate that with him. im trying everything but hes just so different now. I was sober for like two months and had to start smoking again because i couldn't cope with how he was acting.

@jurassic_sharkzz YESSSSS!!

IM WORKING ON IT I PINKY
            
            im lowk scared to publish it until its finished because if something sounds dumb i dont wanna have a bunch of people read it and be like "ur stupid diediedie" trust

@jurassic_sharkzz YIPPEE!! YIPPEE!!

@FluorescentShark THANK YOU STINK UR SO FREAKIN AWESOME

@jurassic_sharkzz YIPPE YIPEE!! ₍₍⚞(˶˃ ꒳ ˂˶)⚟⁾⁾ GAHHH so much has been workin out today it makes me so happy! glad to see ur finally finding peace ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧