Sofi-monkey-blog

Hi, 
          I... I want to cry.
          I failed. I failed my labs.The stupidest thing is that it wasn't from a test. But from the report. And I have no intention of paying for a retake in February.The best thing is that I did this report myself, I didn't even cheat, I didn't use chatgpt or anything. It was done independently and all those who cheated in my course passed. And this really gets me down. But unfortunately I will have to say goodbye to my mechanical studies. Studying is not for me. "-" "-" ""

Being the artistic type that I am, I bought myself a gift as a reward for surviving the week.And I bought myself an art set.Which turned out to be terrible. Crayons and pencils are ok. But the brushes, pastels and paints are a disgrace. If I'm unlucky, then I'm unlucky. I will make a film for Instagram, as shorts.To show you how it looks. Personally, I am disappointed. And hungry "-"

Hi! I have to tell you.I managed to pass the microscopy exam.- I won't be able to use this knowledge, but I passed. That's the most important thing. And what's even better is that I'm staying at this university Because I've already had a breakdown this week. I had already accepted defeat and yet I passed. But worse in mechanics. I failed one test and now I have to retake it- but I have a strong suspicion that my lecturer gives grades randomly. Shee gives A  to the one she likes more. '-' 
          Ok that's all, I just wanted to say it. Have nice day. Love ya <3

These studies are the worst. Why did I go to this mechanical department? What should I do now? I am a mess. No more studies like this.This is hell.

Hello. My mental problems are getting worse, I am not able to write any perfect chapter for now. I am in a critical situation because of my studies. What the fuck is going on at my university this is anotehr level of hell. The people in my field are very out of touch with reality. I don't know what I did to them? I am just being. They think I'm doing so great, no, I just had a breakdown. (Sorry, I know it's too much)
          
          To sum up, I'm still alive, I'm waiting for the new season of LEGO monkie kid. And when I have creative inspiration I will try to write something for you. Ok, bye. Love ya <3 

A day in my life ><Today I had thermodynamics, it's like a combination of chemistry, math and physics The lecturer took me to the blackboard. And I looked at this task and said I had to modify it somehow and I didn't know what to do. I'm lucky the lecturer didn't give me a grade. But he is nice, like a grandpa. But he can't translate. Out of my entire group, I was the only one who asked him to explain what was going on. And he explained that he made it more complicated. How to explain integrals? Ah, mathematics. I also printed out the dimensional numbers on A3 paper which were too small. Now I have to do it all over again. "-"
          I know you probably don't understand this very complicated.But don't worry, I don't understand anything from my studies either.
          Love ya <3 
          Bye:>

I did it, I passed the technical documentation test! Now I just have to do some project.My day is already better.Anyway, I found a new life plan How about a scientific career or something. I'm waiting until December, then I can sign up for game design - yes it's my little dream to work in design. In April I'm going to sign up for journalism. Finally I will choose what I want - not my sister. >< I want to do too much. And after that I have no strength. 
          Well, that's all from my life. I hope you are well. <3 (if you can check out my new Instagram, I will be glad. There is not much, I don't like the algorithm. Anyway - >    sofiaerisnox_art
          ;) Bye!
          

I passed my mechanics test! Thank goodness I don't have to retake it. I passed perfectly with 65% which is great for me. Because I passed and that's the most important thing. Now I have another test wonderfully, from technical documentation. And this will be worse.

Massacre,I have a mechanics test tomorrow and I don't have the strength to study for it anymore. It's already night here. 
          Honestly, my dream is to become an artist or rather learn to animate in 3D or even create games.
          And I landed in mechanics. How come? I don't know, I shouldn't have listened to my sister, she is older and has already finished her studies. I will never listen to her again.This is what happens when you don't have your own opinion.Eh...I want to go to sleep.
          Okay. 
          Bye. '-' <3

Hi!
          I have too many blogs on tumbrl.
          The first one was cartoonslife-I don't use it much anymore, journeythroughlifesblog I use it but it's on my phone, so still not much. And now is sofimonkeyblog and two others blogs. Eh.. to much. But yeah I changed my style. Too much chaos. '-' <3