I feel like both my parents only purpose in life to to make me mad at myself and to make me hate myself, they always bring up past mistakes as a way to "to motivate me not to do them again" like today i was happy so my dad literally said "why are yoy happy, what did you do" and getting suspicious of me because i was "happy", and i literally wasnt even happy to begin with i had just cried the night before, like does he want me to be unhappy or what?..... Life is good tho